deLU sional.

2006-05-29T05:03:00.000-07:00

I MISS CAMP SO BADLY.
Omg, everything reminds me of camp.
MY MAID reminds me of camp.

2006-05-11T03:57:00.000-07:00

I am going to bitch.
Even though I'm kind of against it.
But I need to get it all out.
I HATE ____.

I just realized how much I hate ____, the neighbour whom my dad gives a lift to every morning of this year. She's such an annoying, ungrateful spoilt brat. Let me list many of her annoying habits. If we are a minute or two late, she would tap her feet, like drum her fingers, roll her eyes and obviously look at her watch upon seeing me come. There was once we were about 5 minutes late, and she was squatting on the floor and when I looked at her she seemed to be crying or something. Maybe she really was. OOPS? In the car, she'd take up sooooo much space that I'd be like squashed to the side. If she wanted to read and there was this time we turned on the light for her, she didn't turn it off when we left. OH HERE'S THE WORSE THING. Everyday we send her, she's never ever thanked my dad. She just kind of rushes me out of the door and slams the door behind. Ugh. ANNNNOOOOOYYYIIINNNGGGG.

Oh yes we're not going to malaca anymore. So we bought the road trip chips for nothing. So I ate a quarter of a huuuuuuuge packet of lays sour cream and onion just now. Boo. :/ Shouldn't have. I can;t wait for adventure camp! :D:D:D

Oh and I should seriously start on my NJ entry compo. Poooooooo.
I hate writing compo.

And my results sucked. I missed my target mark. (x BY A TEEEEEEEENIEEE WEEEEEEEEENIEE BIT.
a;ouenlaueblaiesnc;lreinjflrugn.

2006-05-04T05:44:00.000-07:00

Boo. :/ I'm feeling reaaaaaaaaaally sad now for some spastic reason.

2006-05-02T07:00:00.000-07:00

I just realized what a self-absorbed, inconsiderate, irritating freak I can be at times. Argh. I'm so annoyed.
I DON'T MIND ONE FRICKING BIT.
not at all.
On a brighter note, exams are over. Home econs exam was the funnest exam I have ever taken. I wrote a whole bunch of shit which are possibly correct. Hahahahas. Screwed up chem but bio was rather easy. Hehs. :D But who the hell remembers these stuff after exams anyway. Haha. BUT THEN AGAIN, if I plan to be something science-y. Then I'll have to remember all this shit. I studied really little for this exam conpared to other exams. So I feel really guilty but oh wells. Spent the whole of yesterday locked up in an airconditioned room attempting to study. (: My class is full of muggertoads. UHEYIBCKSAYBECLAYSR. Prolly gonna get last in class or soemthing.
Stuff to do this week. Rent shitloads of dvd and sleepover. Go town. :D
Oh yes. OLSON GOT SECOND FOR CHEER! :D yay. It was really obvious Jackson would get first. So. SECOND'S GOOOOOOOOOD. <3>

I need to swim more. Haven't swam in a week. And now my stroke's all weird. And I feel really heavy in the water.

2006-04-15T05:41:00.000-07:00

WHOOHOOOO. I'm really high. Teehees. Haven't studied since like, WEDNESDAY?! Whoa. I'm feeling a guilt trip coming on. (x Hahaha.
Thursday
Swim meet was awesome. :D Kinda sorta. Hahahas. Didn't get trashed by the sec 1's. But we did lose to Lee by a fricking split second. That sucked soooooo bad. Hahah then after that Kelly, Amanda and I went to Sakae at the Entertainment Centre to have lunch. Hahas cause we were in a hurry we acted really meanly and pissed off-ish and agitated. :) Hehs. Then the guy actually fell for Kelly's banging on the table thingy. Hahaha. We took a cab for cheer where very little people came again. But our stunts are not that bad anymore I guess. :D Yay/ Hahas. Oh hahahah. And when we were trying to do the stupid pop thing kelly and I banged. Whoa. Kelly's lips became VOLUPTIOUS-ERR and it kind of bled. (x SORRY KELLY! After that like I was aching sh/t.
Friday
I woke up at 7.30. Hahahas and went for breakfast with Daddy. I just spent the entire day lazing around and watching tv and eating. Oh I went jogging in the rain with Dad too behind the canal. :D Pitter-patter-pitter-patter. Swish-swosh-swish-swosh. Did like a very short distance of 1.8 but it was actually easier than running rounds. YewubalisyrbcaasdfjhcIGEwil@!$#@!&ch.
I hate rounds.
Today
Met Amanduhh and kap. Haha and had a sausage mcmuffin meal! :D haha. Then went for cheer prac where we uh. Waited for people to come. Hahahahs. We were just lazing around before keira came. Haha then we were like plannign to go down for a drink when she came up then we like rushed up and pretended to be sooo tired cause we'd been practicing for ages. :D Haha. Yeah. And then we practiced. I went to church after that and helped cooked for a while and came home to watch tv! :D yay. I'm a saturday tv-addict.

Oh and I just remembered. Cause every year there's this chinese ghost festival for the Buddhists, then I have to go cause of my relatives. So they burn like gimongous amounts of paper and there's so much smoke and paper.

SO THAT'S WHY THERE'S GLOBAL WARMING.

2006-04-13T03:34:00.000-07:00

Whatev. Hahahah.
I'm dead tired.
Pffooooo. Swimming Championships and practice today.
Hahah.
My legs are shaking from all the exhaustion. (x
It was kinda sorta fun though. :D

2006-04-12T05:00:00.000-07:00

I have a feeling she's talking about me in her blog.
But oh well. (x
Swimming championships tomorrow. Haha Uncle Michael says this one's not that important so I guess it's not that bad. :D Going to get thrashed by the Sec 1's. How humiliating. Hehs.

2006-04-06T04:52:00.000-07:00

HEY DOUBLET. I DON'T KNOW IF WE'RE STILL DOUBLETS. :D BUT I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOUUU. EW THAT CAME OUT WRONGLY BUT WHATEVER. haha. OH YEAH AND I KNOW THINGS HAVE BEEN KIND OF ROCKY, KIND OF. AT LEAST THAT'S WHAT I THINK. BUT WE JUST DON'T SHOW IT THAT MUCH. NOT REALLY HUH? BUT YEAH. HEHS. I'M REALLLY REALLLY REALLLYY SORRY.

THIS IS A REALLY WEIRD CONFESSION.

ON A BRIGHTER NOTE, CHEER PRAC IS STARTING TO GET ENJOYABLE. :D IT'S A'IIGHT NOW. (: hehe. Yeah right. :D Teehees.

I NEED TO LOOSEN UP.

AND GO OUT. TOWN SHOPPING.

HAVEN'T DONE THAT IN LIKE.

A GAZILLION YEARS. (x

AND SHAPE UP FOR PFT AND SWIMMING!

Ah, my swimming sucks shit now. boohoo.

on crack.

2006-04-03T05:34:00.000-07:00

Dawn says I'm going to crack soon. With all the activities and stuff that I have. I think I've cracked already. (X Just for today. Argh. This is gross. Like the blog is turning into this I'm-so-emo-and-life-sucks-can. So-please-give-me-some-attention kind of blog.
Though I'm not insulting those with emo blogs. Whatever.
I CAN'T STAND THE WAY.
Your main aim in life is to beat me. That's just sad.
You're so fricking self-centred and think the world revolves around you. Fyi, it doesn't.
You have no respect for whoever's like giving you a favour.
You hang around people like a leech, so they're popularity would rub off you.
Ever since you got where you wanted to, you'd just brush people off.
You copy every single one of other's ideas and pass them off as your own.
I admit, I do that to. But I give credit to the people whom I've just ripped off from.

But still, after all this negative-ness, I still love you, you, you, you, you, and you. :D This is just me venting my anger.

2006-03-28T04:34:00.000-08:00

I’m really pissed off today, now. Studies, swimming, _____. Whatever. I don’t care anymore. Nobody cares, why should I bother. I don’t like you one bit, not at all. I’ve been complaining endlessly recently, so sorry to whoever I’ve been acting like a righ’ bitch to. (x especially _______ at times. (you know who you are) <3 I'M REALLY SORRY!

LOVE Y’ALL! <3

2006-03-11T18:25:00.000-08:00

FAMILY NIGHT '06 -RETROSTYLE WAS AWESOME! <3

2006-02-18T19:52:00.000-08:00

This has been the laziest weekend ever.
Since the start of this year.
It feels gooooooooooooooooooooooooood. :D

But school starts tomorrow again. Psh.

2006-02-17T04:24:00.000-08:00

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GRR. I'M SO FRICKING PISSED OFF.
I CAN NEVER SEEM TO GET TO CUT MY HAIR.
STUPID HAIR'S GETTING SO FRICKING LONG.
WANTED TO CUT IT FOR LIKE WEEKS
BUT NOOOOOOOOOO. I CAN'T CUT MY HAIR.
EXCUSES EXCUSES.
OH IT'S TOO LATE THE HAIRDRESSER WON'T CUT PROPERLY
OH IT'S TOO EARLY THEY'RE NOT FULLY AWAKE
OH WE HAVE NO TIME TODAY
OH YOU BETTER DO YOUR WORK
OH THIS OH THAT. ~~WTF~~

RIGHT NOW, I JUST WANT TO $@#^ING CHOP IT OFF.

WHOOP.DEE.DOO! :D

2006-02-11T06:06:00.001-08:00

Haha today was real fun. :D
Didn't go to church though. (x POO.
Went to school instead to help with valentines' decorations.
The class looks GREAT! :D
Haha thanks to, Hannah, Yintian, Joycelyn, Sam, Xingting, Evan, Jiap, Amanda and Deanna!
So fricking funny.
We have this funky fence thingy with pebbles and candles outside class.
Our GIMONGOUS signboard hasn't been put up yet but oh wells.
We have coloured fans, uhm. 2m people on the walls.
And more stuffs.
Hahahah reached home only at like 6.

Funny moments today- (Kind of)
Cause I was doing the coloured fan thing, I had to keep going up the table and then the chair.
So I went down. Then when I went up I was like 'Up I go!" Hannah was like 'Why're you talking funny?" Then she said something else in that funny Master Yoga manner. So fricking funny.
Then everytime they wanted to turn on the fans we'd have to like squat down on the chair on the table and stuffs.
We were roses at first but it got kind of boring. Then we did the mommy and daddy thingy. Haha it looked kind of screwed at first but after a lot of erasing and colouring with black and laughing it turned out pretty darn nice. :D
Haha while tian was trying to hang the gimongous signboard we got bored so we attached her shoe to this loooooooooooong piece of ribbon and dangled it down to the second level.:D hahaha. Then I tried throwing it and the stupid thing snapped. Psh. I had to go allllllll the way down to the first level. Bah. (x hahaha.
Sam and I went down to get the fricking pebbles. They are so fricking heavy. HAhaha then we couldn't carry them properly cause we kept laughing. Sam makes funny noises when she does stuff. Hahaha. (X Then we decided to use plastic bags instead of the boxes which were falling apart. Haha I carried it ALL THE WAY up to the fourth level and on the last flight of stairs the stupid thing snapped. HAHAHAHA. Pebbles went a-flying. Crash bang boom. Then we just ran away. (X hehes nothing broke though. Tian and Xingting went to clean them up. :D
Cause we needed thing twine thingy to hang our roses. So we dyed the thick ball of string thingy green. Joycelyn and I went to the third story toilet which Hannah kept insisting was haunted cause it made flushing noises and the door suddenly closed. Haha we needed to dry the thing so we put the sanitary bin on the dustbin. 2 rolls of tissue paper on the bin. And a bottle of soap. Hahaha. It didn't work though. Stupid dryer's motion activated.

I can't remember anymore. So so so so tired. Oh we went kap for a while after that. Sam kept bugging the macdonalds people that the machine was spoilt but it's actually slow. (x haha.
So bored now. Mummy's side family gatherings are really loud and aunty-ish. At least they're comical. :D But I missed the gathering at Uncle John's house. Boo.
Haven't seen Ant in 2 weeks and counting.

3 tests next week. BUGGER.
Sec 2's tiring.
Going to try to mug tomorrow.
I've got haagen daaz cookies and cream&chocolate, chips and much more to accompany me(;
Hope I get to cut my hair tomorrow.
It's getting loooooooooooong. So gross.

WHOOP.DEE.DOO! :d

2006-02-11T06:06:00.000-08:00

suckysucksuck (X HAHA.

2006-02-10T03:59:00.000-08:00

OMGSHHHHH. I'm so so so screwed.
So very screwed. Yesyesyes very very screwed.
I screwed up chem&geog test.
I got like 21/30 for chem.
POOSHIT.
~~CHEER SUCKS~~
I don't want to join! PSH.
Like there's no time already.
I can only go for training 2 times next week. (x
BOO; got stupid cip and stuff.
Yeah and there's no one to pace during training anymore.
So I'm like deproving. And deproving.
Aunty Cecelia was glad to point that out.
Oh there's 3 tests next week. YEEEEEEEEEUCH.

English thing today was cool :D
We did shopaholic&sister. Teehees. (:
SO FUNNY.

Oh guess what my newest addiction is
Strawberry&oats&almond cereal.
Haha. I opened the box on wednesday.
It's practically gone already.
IT went from crispy seaweed to kiwi to this. :D
So yummy.

Yeah and I don't mean to bitch or anything.
But some people are seriously starting to get on my nerves.
Like I don't even talk to them or something.
But their presence and whatever or what I actually heard of them really pisses me off.
It's amazing how some people's self-esteem are really high.
Like some of those american idol contestants.
HAHA! They're really boastful and stuff but yeah. (x Hahas.
Please, go look in the mirror and reflect on yourself.
So fricking shallow.

Yup and I found a really really good friend in MARGE! <3
She's so fricking funny. Haha.
At the gathering at her house, we swam and stuffs.
There were 2 guys who were like gawking at all of us.
Prob cause we were making so much noise.
Oh yeah! Then there was also this girl who kept staring at us and said really loudly
'you ben ren zai dang wo'
Or something like that. Haha then we made this cheer which was made for her. :D
Marge kept exagerating it. hahas. Like she'll say
"Whereever AYYYYYYEEEEEEEEE GOOOOOOOOO" Really loudly and it was under the bridge so there was a really loud echo.
Oh yeah the guys.
There was this guy who was like smiling at us freakishly like grinning and shaking his head while we attempted to do pull ups in the pool. haha! (x
We tried doing some syncro thing too. Didn't work out. :D
There was also this freaky angmoh guy who like took photos of us behind his book. EEYUCK.
Haha. SO FREAKY!
Haha and there was karate or wahtever class outside the pool so we were following them. :D
I'm going to miss Christine when she leaves. (x pooh.;

CHURCH TOMORROW!
GONNA SEE ANTHUMMMMMM.
Didn't see her for 2 weeks.
MAYBEEEE. Just maybe, I'll get lucky and see someone else. :D
Haven't seen in ages.

I need kiwi. KIWIKIWIKIWI-
Hehs.
Tralala

2006-01-21T04:03:00.000-08:00

GOSH. WTH.
SHIT HAPPENS> SERIOUSLY.

The fricking computer just died on me.
And my entire looooooong post went down the drain.
The entire week was pretty much shite.
Like I failed my first test ever.
I guess recounting it won't help. (x

Boos.

Fricking nervous for timetrial tomorrow.
It's just a time trial but still.
There's 50 free and if i don't make time uncle michael will just kill me.
Psh.
29 29 29 29 29 29 29.
Maybe if I chant the number a gazillion times I'll get that timing.
OR BETTER.
That's a nice thought. :D

Skipping the social night thingy.
I think I prolly regret it now but OH WELLS. (x
Boo's to me. Haha.

American Idol's funny.
Esp that Crystal Parizclsakduyhglasudhvjejehgpasuhv
Don't know what's her surname girl. (x oops no offence. Hehs.
Yeah I watched her audition again and laughed my ass off.
Hahaha.

Oh and I'm like sitting next to Yintian now.
HOLLY&JOLLY! <3
HOLLY
JOLLY
MOLLY
GOLLY
BOLLY!

hahaha. hehs. so funny. (x

Oh and I watched Ice princess just now.
IT'S SO FRICKING NICE!
Yeah esp the part during the skating competition.

And Clara taught me this sick version of yankee doodle.
Hahas but it's funny. :D

I want to go out. Boos.
Studying sucks.
Esp fricking math olympiad.
It's like geek-nation. POOOOOOOOOOOOH.

And christine's migrating.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

2006-01-18T22:39:00.000-08:00

PISSOFFPISSOFF.

I shall just grit my teeth.
And grin and bear with it.

:D

church apppreciation dinner.

2006-01-14T23:58:00.000-08:00

2006-01-13T03:41:00.000-08:00

Training sucked.
At least somebody came. :D yay.
Hahah there's time trial this sunday and next.
Am so going to do so badly. Must pray and pray.
Yup. Oh Kelly's my phone buddy. (:
Haha and Yintian's my husband. She's a she-man.
I'M THE WIFE OKAY! :D I think, hehs. (x
Don't want to even talk about cheerleadingtryouts
I am neverever going to do something that stupid everever again.
KELLYTANN! Psh.

Yay church appreciation dinner's tomorrow.
Have to wear a skirt though. POOOOOOOH;

2006-01-08T06:16:00.000-08:00

SNEAKERS!
SPORTS SHOES!
SLIPPERS!
TANKS!
TOPS!

YAYAYAYAYAYAY!
THANK YOU MUMMY!

school.

2006-01-05T04:10:00.000-08:00

This is like the third day of school already. It's been a'iight. (:
2M'06 ROCKS SHIT.
Hahaha our teachers are like sooperdooper weird. Haha like the geog teacher and all. But I think they're good so oh well. We got the fierce teacher as form teacher but oh wells. She teaches math. ICK> oh well. Anyone who isn't mrs chen is an improvement. :D Haha school today was so fun. We had pe where we played jacob's ladder&dog and bone. Hahaha with 2D. (: Oh we played captain's ball too. Haha. The chinese teacher thinks I'm weird. HHaha, I think. She always gives me this funny amused look. Whatever then. I shall return her weird looks. Pffhht she thought I hated chinese cause I gave her that impression during the china trip that I was like super naughty. I do but whatever. (x haha cause handed up this super long and detailed thing. Oh wells. Spent the entire english and bio period slacking. Yay (: Haha then after school we went to kap for lunch and spent like half the afternoon at popular deciding on our theme. Hahas. It was uh. Joycelyn, Sam, Jiaping, Yintian, Ploogs and I. Hahahahaha so funny. We met Victoria& Suyi, Kelly& Seeyue there too. AHaha. Ploog's dad gave me a lift home. Yeah. Haha. I think I ate too many kiwi's. Cause my tongue's kind of stiff and numb. Oh wells.

Lindsay Lohan's 'Edge of Seventeen' is funny. Haha most of the songs are nice but that song in paticular is funny. It's like 'OOH, baby, OOH, say OOH' or something like that. (x

I'll love you'll forever&ever.

PINK RAZOR BAYBEHH!

2006-01-01T23:10:00.000-08:00

I GOT THE PINK RAZOR BAYBEHH! YAY! (:
Hahas. Almost didn't get it though. Mommy kept insisting on my getting the Panasonic X200 or the Rocker thingy. Which came with some 256MB card and bluetooth and has MUCH better features but wth. I feel bad (x wasting money. OH well. Dad says it's indirectly a present for my mediocre results last year. POOOOH. Hahaha. Jie was more obsessed with the phone than me. Pfhht. :D :D :D But it comes with this hideous silvery pink cover. Haha. I'm hungry. Hehs. Have been eating like every hour or so. Haha. Yesterday going to Tiong Bahru Plaza was funny. Haha we went to park the var at the multi story carpark. Since the bottom was full so we parked right at the top where it's like open air. Haha so at sides of the driveways were like pigeons lined up. We got this retarded ideas to honk at them, (x haha. Then they all flew away simultaeously. So funny.

I shall have to mug & mug & mug this year. Or else my phone might just get confiscated.

MUG. MUG. MUG. MUG.

Okay I shall have goals for this year. I hope I can fulfil them.
50 free- 28 secs.
50 back- 34 secs.
50 fly- 32/31 secs.
50 breast- uh. no comment. :D

Not more than 1 B3 and rest is A2.
Gosh this'll be embarrassing if I don't manage to fulfil them. OH wells.
PERFECT MAN ROCKS. WHOOHOO.
The cakes make me drool.
GIRL ON THE MOOOOOOOOVEE.

School starts tomorrow.
BOOhoo
BOOHOO>

2005-12-28T22:46:00.000-08:00

THE VERONICAS.
THE VERONICAS.
THE VERONICAS.
Are WAY.
TOO.
COOL.

HAHAHA. OKAY NEVERMIND. I FINISHED MY SCHOOL HOMEWORK! ALMOST. HEHS. (X KIND OF CHEATED BUT OH WELL. JUST LEFT TO RE COPY THE 2 FREAKING ZHOU JI'S. THEY'RE KIND OF LONGGGGGGG WINDED BUT OH WELL. TRANSLATORS ARE USELESS SO DON'T TRY USING THEM. HAVE TO PACK MY ROOM. POOOOOOH. IT'LL TAKE A GAZILLION YEARS TO PACK ALL MY STUFF UP. HAHAHA. I SAW A VIDEO OF ME SWIMMING IN P4 AND SOME OF MY OLD PHOTOS ON THE OLD COM. HEES. THERE'S CAROLLING AND SWIMMING AND ALL. HEHS. I SHALL UPLOAD THEM SOMEWHERE. (: SO COOL.

HOLIDAYS ARE GONNA BE OVER SOON. BOO. I DON'T WANNA GO SCHOOL. HAHAHA. MUMMY'S AND AUNTY MARY'S ATTEMPT AT CHICKEN RICE WAS A HUGE FLOP. TASTED WEEEEEEEEEIRD.

OH WELLS.

OH YEAH AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL IS HAWWWWWWWWWWT. HAHA.
TRALLAA I'M HIGH. I'M THE ONLY ONE AT HOME NOW. (: YAY ME.
SEASON 1 WINNER.
SEASON 2 -SHANDY&MERCEDES.
SEASON 4 -KAHLEN!BRITTANY&NAIMA.
SEASON 5 -JAYLA!&NIK!

jayla;SPUNKY.

[;[;

2005-12-25T23:20:00.000-08:00

I LOVE CATCH YOUR WAVE. & MANY MORE.

\\\Hahah. Cheesecake making ROCKS. And we have like EM1,EM2,EM3 and EM100 quality cakes. They're delicious. Hehs. Carolling was fun too. By the time we got home it was already 2 plus. Hehs. I've got a new addiction. JAP HOT & SPICY CRISPY SEAWEED. Try it! You'll get hooked. :D yumyum. Christmas was. Okay. Wouldn't call spending the entire day in a single house with my cousins very fun. But still. (: Fun's fun. Cousins are over at our house now. Pffhht. Watched Harry Potter today. SO NICE I WANNA WATCH AGAIN. But they cut out so many freaking parts. OH well.

gwen stefani has a baby!

2005-12-20T18:07:00.000-08:00

GWEN STEFANI IS PREGNANT! Hahahaha. Went to Joyce's house to celebrate her birthday. Kind of. Haha. Then for training. EEYUCK. Training sucked. Bigtime. Hahah uncle michael keeps making me swim with the freaking kiddy's. As in. I don't mind swimming with Marj and Yishan but he makes me swim with them so freaking ________ can pace me. Pissing off. Hehs then I'd purposely not swim fast. But wth. (x went to Suntec's Siam kitchen. WE PASSED BY AUNTIE ANNE'S 5 FRIGGING TIMES. Pffhht. Testing my resistance. I wanna eat Carls Jr. Shall add it to my list of food. Hahaha. We went for waffles and ice cream afterward. Tralala. My legs are aching now. Oh well. Today's the last training till next Friday morn! YAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIYONG!

album wishlist.

2005-12-17T06:00:00.000-08:00

Just went to Popular with daddy while the rest were at church having social night. Bought Corinne May's Fly Away <-- I can't remember how to spell her name but whatever. And Carrie Underwood's Some Hearts. I wanted like 10+ more. (x Hehs. Oh well. I shall save up and buy them all some day. I know I should just download the songs. But my dad doesn't approve of downloading so what the hell. Would anyone care to send me the songs? (:(:(:
(Random order)
CD's.
1. Pussycat Dolls- Don't cha.
2. Blink 182- Greatest hits.
3. Relient K- MMHMM.
4. Marion Raven- Here I Am.
5. Lindsay Lohan- A Little More Personal (RAW).
6. Hilary Duff- Most Wanted /Collector's Signature Edition.
7. Alicia Keys- Unplugged.
8. Simple Plan- MTV Hard Rock Live.
9. Ashlee Simpson- I Am Me.
10. The Veronicas- The Secret Life of The Veronicas.
11. The Click 5- Greetings From Imrie House.
12. Gwen Stefanie- L.A.M.B Special Edition.
13. My Chemical Romance- Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge.

tralalala.

2005-12-16T03:58:00.000-08:00

This sucks. Bah. I'm supposed to go for the Bangkok trip but then again. Psh. Christel has no room mate and there's no one else whom she know's who's going. I want to go! Bangkok shopping is GREAT. But I doubt my sister and I are even remotely prepared to compete. And mommy says if we don't get 4th place and above we shouldn't go. Yeah. But if I don't go I'll miss Christmas in church. Danggg. AHH! This is such a dilema. And I've got to start training properly for NAG in. Whenever. I'm so freaking off form. I shall rest up for the weekend. And I'll be fully charged up for Monday! I hope. (: I shall resolve to do stuff.

RESOLUTIONS.
1. I resolve to resolve my resolutions. <-- does that make sense? 2. I resolve not to slack during training. 3. I resolve to study hard. Bah. This is boring. You know the rest. HAHA. There was Mango sale yesterday! At Raffles. Omg there were so many freaking people. The whole shop was so packed. Like there were women all over snatching up whatever they saw. And what they didn't like they just dumped it whereever. Buttons from jeans fell off. Price tags were ripped off. Poor shop assistants. There were like security guards outside. Hahahaha. Then I heard this guy who's probably following his girlfriend saying 'This is disgusting'. Hahaha. We got a top and few skirts and pants. Wanted to get stuff from Royal Sporting House and Arena but mommy refused. Psh. I shall go there again when I've got the cash. Got stuff from op too but oh well. I think mommy was in the buying mood or something so we got haagen daaz. (:(: Yumyum. Raspberry sorbet, Strawberry icecream, and Chocolate chocolate chip. OOHLALA. Hahahaha. BANGKOK TRIP HOWWW! AHHH! Ohohoh! And I found a section of books in the JE library in level 2 which has SO MANY NICE BOOKS THAT I'VE BEEN ASKING MOM TO BUY. Psh. And I've been going to the 4th level. Stupid thing. The books there were getting boring. TRALALA. Hahaha. Spent the whole day in the swimming pool. (: Hahaha after training we had lunch at the choosefood rice place. Haven't eaten there since. Forever. Hahahah. Honey loves her beansprouts. And coke. Psh she's just addicted to caffeine. I READ THE CHINESE BOOK! I finished all 20 pages. (: Almost 20 pages. We played the retarded soccer thing. Hehs. Haven't played that in ages. Since Christine and Sharon haven't been coming. Boo. Training sucks too. Can't keep up with hongming anymore.

ADVISE ME ON BANGKOK PLEASE!

Haha. I read that an average American teen talks like this. They end their sentences like a question. And they usually say 'like, kind of' and 'you know?' Heheh.

Church is tomorrow! I CAN GET TO SEE ANTHUMHUMMMMMMMMMMMM. <33333 color="#009900" size="5">CHINA TRIP ROCKED SHIT.
yeah.

Haha Christmas colours. I'm feeling festively high. Probably had too many Famous Amos's, Sour power, gummy bears and bubble tea's for today. Haha. Oh snap. I'm getting fat. Psh duh. Hahaha eating 5-6 meals a day has probably taken effect. Must eat healthy food. And reduce fat content of 20%. TRALALA.
must get into picture perfect body shape if I want to be a model.
What a long post. Off to watch Rainbow connection. The show sucks but I like watching them dance. (:

girl next door- saving jane. <3

2005-12-09T03:31:00.000-08:00

GIRL NEXT DOOR.

Small town homecoming queen
She’s a star in this scene
There’s no way to deny she’s lovely
Perfect skin, perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside she’s ugly
Maybe I’m just jealous-I can’t help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her

She is the prom queen, I’m in the marching band
She is a cheerleader, I’m sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk, I’m sleeping on the floor
She’s Miss America
And I’m just the girl next door

Senior class president
She must be heaven sent
She was never the last one standing
A backseat debutante
Everything that you want
Never too harsh or too demanding
Maybe I’ll admit it, I’m a little bitter
Everybody loves her, but I just wanna hit her…

Chorus
I don’t know why I’m feeling sorry for myself
Spend all my time wishing that I was someone else

Chorus
I get a little bit, she gets a little more
She’s Miss America
And I’m just the girl next door

Lyrics by Marti Dodson
Music by Marti Dodson, Pat Buzzard, Kris Misevski,
Dak Goodman, Jeremy Martin
© 2004 Tosha Music (ASCAP)

I lovelovelove this song. Tralala. (:

tralala.

2005-11-15T15:44:00.000-08:00

There's a 6b reunion later, kind of. Whoopie.

i'm very bored.

2005-10-29T20:23:00.000-07:00

Your Celebrity Style Twin is Gwen Stefani

Trendsetting, unique, and stylish.

Who's" Your Celebrity Style Twin?

You're Part Diva

You know that a girl's gotta work it to get her way in the world.And while you aren't about to throw a tantrum at every turn...You do amp up the drama when you know you need it.You mix charm, honesty, and kindness to get ahead.

Are You a Diva?

You Are Downtown

You're a funky spirit that requires freedom to live.Your city girl persona needs adventure, diversity, and great pizza.

Are You Uptown or Downtown?

Your Nail Polish Color is Pink

How you're unique: You're girly without being high maintenance
Why your style rocks: You're the perfect blend of stylish, preppy, and cute
What this color says about you: "I am secure enough not to follow every trend"

What Color Nail Polish Best Fits You?

You Are a Tomboy

You're having too much fun to bother with nail polish and crazy diets.Guys are instead impressed by how much you know and do!

How Girlie Are You?

HAHA! These tests are nuts. I took the first time and got girly and laidback.
Now I got tomboy. OH WELL.

You are Wedge Sandals

Bohemian and sexyYou're a free spirit - both in life and in fashionYou have a style all your own, and it turns heads!

What Kind of Sandal Are You?

Your Reputation Is: Mystery Girl

You're the girl that everyone is trying to figure out.Men are attracted to your intriguing persona - and women want to copy it!

What's" Your Reputation?

You Are a Normal Girl

You are 60% Good and 40% BadSure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past.But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

You Are Ashlee Simpson!

Stylish, unique, talentedYou're your own woman!"It seems like I can finally rest my head on something realI like the way that feels"

Who's Your Inner Rock Chick? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

haha.

2005-10-27T18:58:00.000-07:00

HELLO THERE. (: Haha. Today was a fun day. Lindsay Lohan's new song 'Confessions of a Broken Hearted' sounds rather nice. Oh wells. We had chinese enrichment today again. It was BORING. Oh there was this comic guy and he drew funny anime comic stuff. They had like games after that organized by the cldds students and almost nobody was listening. :X Oops. Haha. After recess we had this funky health talk. There was this skit then Mr Ng showed us a health powerpoint. WE HAD MARIGOLD DRINKING CONTEST AFTER THAT! Psh. It wasn't even Marigold. It was BOOBEE brand. What kind of name is that. Sounds boobylicious. 15 people in our class drank a total of 100. And the winner was like 112. So annoying we drank all that disgusting substance for nothing. I bet it's just like water with sugar and colouring. Euurgh. Tasted gross. Someone said there was mould inside. And it's supposed to be sterelized. Hahahaha. A number of people puked. It was so freaking funny. Like Hannah and I went to the nearest toilet to the canteen. The smell itself could have caused you to vomit. Hahah. Then there were people queueing up for the toilet. Then someone asked something. Then the person was like 'Wait I'm vomiting!' Hahah. Then Hannah and I laughed so much. I wasn't planning on vomiting but the stupid thing was vomiticious. ~~I was talking to Hannah while she was force-vomitting herself. Haha she was talking while her finger was stuck in her throat.~~ EUUCHHHH. Hahah but it was damn funny. Then I went to the big cubicle to force-vomit too. ~~Haha it isn't like lumpy and thick like normal vomit.~~ Haha. I shall cancel out the stuff so it's not so. Visual? It's just like vomiting out the same substance. ~~It's all pink and transparent. And sour and bitter.~~ ICK. Vomitted twice. Hahahah. When you stick your finger down your throat it's supposed to spoil your stomach or something. Then the gluey substance is actually the substance formed by the hydrochloric acid in our stomach. It's actually the layer that surrounds the tummy wall so that the hydrochloric acid does not corrode our stomach. (: Hahaha. OH we got our report cards today. Then we went to the third story toilet with Kelly Yintian and Becky where they vomitted too. Hahaha.
After school, we went to Kelly's house! Haha we ate yummy chicken rice. Oh everyone peed a lot cause of the stupid drink. Hahaha. We went to Seeyue's house after eating. Haha she still can't figure out how we went into her house. Doesn't believe that we climbed in like SPIDERMAN! (: Hahaha and nearly got caught by the stupid security guard. We took funny jumping photos. After so many tries then did we get a nice shot. Pffhht. Hahaha. And others. We went back to Kelly's house and uh. Kelly's mom sent Becky and Pearly and I out to the Caltex bustop where Pearly's dad sent me home (: Yay. I thought Pearly's dad was a cop. HAHAH cause he has this police car decal thingy. Or whatever you call it. OH WELLS. There's lost today and there's KIM POSSIBLE NOW! Toodles.

grr.

2005-10-27T07:40:00.000-07:00

hahahfaegaeigfr,gnvifhwandaasdfgwaregleeadtfregasdisasdgsdtjhthfreakingdsrghsdrhfqASFbiatchadfgalueghqw;ke,f

obsessions--

2005-10-26T05:35:00.000-07:00

I have sudden weird obsessions with antm and those iconblinkies. Thingys. (:

Shoot. These things can't be copied and pasted over. Psh.

Oh wells. We're going to get our report books back tomorrow.

Training sucks. I want Christine to come!

~~I HATE ANDY. I HATE ANDY. I HATE ANDY.~~

Stupid guy. He thinks he's so great and all. Hahaha. He wish. (x

He dyed his hair. Plucks his eyebrows. And my sister thinks he has a fake tan.

Cause it looks so muddy. And ugly. Hehs. Oops.

We watched Remember The Titans in school today.

Haha. I thought it was going to be some boring history show.
Apparantly not. It's a disney movie. (: Which is really nice.

Becky cried again. Hehs. (x Oh wells.

It seems too dramatic to be a life story.

Haha then we had super duper boring PW presentation.
Practically everyone was sleeping. Haha. Hannah still has those funky shoelaces I tied for her yesterday. (:

Then she kept doing that hand movement thingy in front of Kelly. Haha.

To see if. uh. We can see even with our eyes closed.

Somehow you can just feel it.

Hahaha. Like when you close your eyes it's black.

Then the hand movement makes it. Blacker?

Hahahaha.

SHIT I STILL OWE THE LIBRARY BOOKS>
I THINK THE FINES UP TO LIKE 10 BUCKAROOS ALREADY.

Freak. I have got to go looking for that book.

OH WELLS. Going to Kelly's tomorrow. (:

heehoo. weirded out.

2005-10-21T21:06:00.000-07:00

i'm seriously weirded out.
seriously weirded out.
it's a small small world.
people whom i know/knew
know people who i know/knew.
and others. it's kind of freaky.
OH WELLS.

grr.

2005-10-19T20:02:00.000-07:00

HELLO. HEY. WHOO. HAH. whatever, haha. i lost my phone on the bus today and got it back. haha. christine treated me for losing my phone. my sister treated me for getting my phone back. haha, kind of. (: thank you. i got back most of my results. they aren't exactly satisfying. doubt i can get a less than 2 msg. psh. i think i've only got an a1 and the rest is a2. it's ANNOYING. we had to do this stupid surveys and a swimming theory test. what shit. i can't wait for holidays to arrive. dragging me; drowning me. training sucked. SUCKED. sucked. anyways. there's gonna be a vulgar post ahead. but i don't think there's a need to say it since it's gonna be blanked out. (:

HELLO. I'M SORRY BUT YOU SUCK SUCK SUCK. SO WHAT IF YOUR MOM'S OH-SO-GREAT. SHE'S NOT. YOU THINK YOU'RE HOT YOU'RE THE BEST. WELL NEWSFLASH- THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU. YOU CAN'T GET EVERYTHING YOU WANT. SO WHAT IF YOU'RE UNCLE MICHAEL'S PET NOW? I DON'T GIVE A ~~FCUKINGDAMN.~~ YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT. TO I DON'T KN OW WHAT. BUT BECAUSE OF YOU. I DID NOT GET TO SWIM WITH HM AND CO. LIKE HELLO HOW OFTEN IS IT THAT THEY BOTH COME? I CAN ACTUALLY FINALLY TRAIN AND SPRINT PROPERLY WITH THEM. BUT NOOOOO I HAVE TO SWIM WITH YOU PACE WITH YOU LIKE WTH. SO NOW MY TIMING SUCKS. I'M SORRY SHEESH I'M NOT SWIMMING FAST WITH YOU. IF YOU EVER GET TO BE THE SAME TIMING AS ME. I'M GONNA KILL MYSELF. ~~FCUKINGBIATCH~~ SO DANG ANNOYING. AND YOU PEOPLE. STOP COPYING US STOP FOLLOWING US. WE WANT AND NEED PRIVACY. STOP FOLLOWING OUR EVERY MOVE LIKE A CRAZED STALKER.

YOU NEXT.

YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND EVERYBODY ELSE. STOP GETTING ON MY NERVES. WHEN I SAY I HAVEN'T STUDIED MEANS I HAVEN'T STUDIED. I'M SORRY IF YOU'RE SUCH A SMARTASS AND KIASU FREAK THAT YOU MUST GET TOP FOR EVERYTHING OF THAT IF YOUR EXPECTATIONS ARE MUCH HIGHER THAN MINE. DON'T GO AROUND SPROUTING RUBBISH ABOUT ME AND DISGRACING YOURSELF AT THE SAME TIME. SHEESH I'M SO BLOODY SICK OF YOU./ WHAT'S WITH YOUR YEAH RIGHTS. CAN'T YOU ACTUALLY TRUST YOUR FRIEND? SO. YOUR STANDARDS ARE HIGH. SO WHAT IF MINE ARE LOWER? STOP GOING AROUND TELLING EVERYBODY THAT YOUR RESULTS SUCK WHEN YOU ACTUALLY KNOW THAT YOU GOT REALLY HIGH. YOU'RE INFURIATING.

YOU PEOPLE. SNOBS. WHATEVER. I'M NOT JEALOUS THAT YOU'RE RICH OR SOMETHING. I'M JUST ENVIOUS. BUT I KNOW I'M MUCH MORE FORTUNATE THAN MAN Y OTHER PEOPLE IN THE WORLD. SO STOP FLAUNTING AND SHOWING OFF YOUR WEALTH. I KNOW YOU'RE RICH. BUT CAN YOU NOT DISCRIMINATE AGAINST PEOPLE WHO ARE LESS WEALTHY. SO WHAT IF WE DON'T WEAR BRANDS? I DON'T GIVE A FCUKING DAMN. SO STOP ACTING LIKE A SPOILT BRAT. CAUSE IT'S GETTING ON MY NERVES.

YOU NEXT. LIKE HELLO. HOW OLD ARE YOU? YOU'RE SEVENTEEN. AND YOU'RE PLAYING STUPID GAMES LIKE BEST FRIEND. WHY ARE YOU SO FRIGGING CHEENA AND INSECURE? SO WHAT IF I HANG OUT WITH HER. DO YOU HAVE TO GO ASK HER 'OH SO SHE'S YOUR BESTFRIEND NOW?' LIKE YOU'RE SOME CONCERNED PARENT. NOT. YOU SUCK SUCK SUCK. I'M SORRY ABOUT THIS BUT I CAN'T STAND YOU. YOU THINK YOU'RE GREAT WHATEVER. SHEESH. GO ON, DRAG HER WHEREEVER YOU GO. AND WHEN WE ALL WANT TO GO OUT WITHOUT YOU. YOU GO TELL THE ADULTS. AND SAY THAT WE'RE ALWAYS GOING OUT DURING CHURCH TIME. HELLO IT WAS THE FIRST TIME. AND BY THE WAY. YOU MADE YOURSELF LOOK LIKE A BACKSTABBING/BITCH. SCRATCH THAT. A COWARDLY BACKSTABBING BITCH. YOU'LL DO ANYTHING TO GET INTO TEACHER'S AND WHOEVER'S GOOD BOOKS. YOU'LL BETRAY YOUR FRIEND. TELL THEIR DEEPEST DARKEST SECRETS TO THE IMPT PEOPLE. WOWZA. LIKE THAT MAKES YOU THE GREATEST GIRL IN THE WORLD. WAIT IT'S GAL. SE-RIEEE-OUSLY.

I'M SORRY ABOUT YOU. I REALLY PITY YOU. YOU'RE SO INSECURE BRANDS ARE ALL THAT MATTER TO YOU. YOU AINT THAT PERFECT AND YOU DISCRIMINATE PEOPLE WHO ARE BETTER THAN YOU. I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY ABOUT YOU. SERIOUSLY.

this feels good. just to let everything out.
rock this world; read my lips and watch them curl.

the world is a movie.
it's all about make-up, lights,
and curtains opening and closing.
when you fall off the stage, you're dead ; forgotten.
no applause.
no music.
just silence that everyone seems to fear. <-- i got that from a book. COOLNESS.

2005-10-12T20:33:00.000-07:00

OMGsh.
EOY's are finally over.
It's so surreal.
It's actually not much of a difference.
Like even if you slack now, or me.
Then I'll feel guilty.
Stupid conscience.
Okay. WHOOPIE>
Okay. Time to train.
Time to start my HEALTHY DIET with Christine!
OH YEAHHHH.
I'm gonna get ABS like JESSICA ALBA BABEHH. (:

on top of the world,
and i never wanna come down.
i could stay forever yeah.

Not really. But oh wells.

Jordan Cahill- Make a wish.

2005-09-24T23:17:00.000-07:00

JORDAN CAHILL- MAKE A WISH. (: (: (: (: (:

Na na na,

Na na na na na na…..

Yeah…

You, make a wish on a star

And believe in your heart

You can be anything that you wanna be

And you wish for a dream

Give it time you will see

There is nothing impossible when you….

Trust your heart

(Trust your…)

Oh Cause that is where you find it

Just give it a try

Close your eyes, make a wish

Just believe you cant miss

Gotta have faith in you

(Yeah)

Take a chance, take a risk

Hope is where the magic is

Make all your dreams come true

You’ve, got the power inside

Make your dream come to life

You can be anything that you want now

And your wish will come true

And someday that you do

When you learn to believe and have faith in

Trust your heart….

Oh if that’s the only secret

Just give it a try!

Close your eyes, make a wish

Just believe you cant miss

Gotta have faith in you(yeah)

Take a chance, take a risk

Hope is where the magic is

Make all your dreams come true

(come true yeah yeah)

Close your eyes, make a wishJ

ust believe you cant miss

Give a try you’ll see(yeah you’ll see)

Take a chance, take a risk

Hope is where the magic is

Make a wish and believe(yeah….)

Everyone’s got some wish of their own

Waiting to happen, ready to show

We can do anything when we try

So close your eyes, make a wish

Now is the time…..

Na na na, Na na na,

Na na na na na na………

Yeeeaaaaahhhh……….

Na na na,Na na na,

Na na na na na na……

Close your eyes, make a wish

Just believe you cant miss

(cant miss)

(Gotta have faith in you)

You gotta have faith in you!

Take a chance, take a risk

Hope is where the magic is

Make all your dreams come true

(Make all your dreams come true!)

Close your eyes, make a wish

Just believe you cant miss

Give it a try you’ll see(Give it a try now)

Take a chance, take a risk

Hope is where the magic is(OOOooooo…)

Na na na,Na na na,

Na na na na na na….(yeah)

______________________________

i simply love meaningful songs.

yuck i sound like a bimbotic, bimbo.

AIYOYO. whatever.

these songs and some hilary duff and what have you.

actually have real meanings.

unlike. what mouse likes the grain of rice.

now THAT's what doesn't make sense

Oooh make a wish

Just to make a wish.

stay away.

2005-09-24T23:01:00.000-07:00

I'm mad.
I'm insane.
I'm defiant.
I'm a natural.
I'm an independent.
I'm a female species of homosapiens.
I'm perfect.

Nobody is ever perfect. Get it?
I just wrote that. I HAVE to drill that into my head.
Nobody, NOBODY is ever perfect.
So stop comparing yourselves with others.
Yeah, they might seem perfect, everything's great with them.
But you never know.
I have no idea why i wrote that.
__________________________________

Okayokay. I shan't be a crazy nut.

I never, NEVER knew. Omgsh.
When I went to the RCHD, we were all taken aback.
I hope I've served them well/
Yeah, everything was different.
Haha. I shall talk like a normal person.
All happy-go-lucky.
Here goes.

FRIDAY
We took a bus down to Kim's dad's office.
Haha. Then the people there were giving us weirded-out looks.
FREAKAYYEEE. Haha. We went to bk for lunch.
Mushroom swiss cheese whatever you call it burger. Yumyum.
Hahahaha. We went back to the conference room to study.
Becky did not even touch her homework. Haha.
We started acting like retarded nuts.
Becky went to draw on the board. It's so funky.
And flexible. Haha. She was like the sales figures are dropping.
And some shit. Haha and when she rubbed it off there was this marking.
She used the white board cleaner thing to clean it.
And it was so frigging stinky. Killed probably about a few thousand braincells.
Hahahahahaha.

OH YEAH. Dawn and I were making BLACK MARKET ECSTASY in school using candle wax.
HAHA. Both laoshi and Ms ng said they were going to report us to the police.
We're going to make opium on monday, I think.

Okay. Then we went to the RCHD.
We blew up balloons. HAHA.
Balloons do not go well with Kim.
She just touched the balloon and it burst. So funny.
Then this woman kept touching Plee's and Becky's ponytail.
So cute! Pffhht. Becky didn't know whether to laugh or to cry.

There was this super cute dog.

Oh yeah, we fed the people there.
Yeah, We never knew how priveledged we were.
I fed this guy chin chow after they ate.
And for one moment he looked like he was choking.
I was so bloody freaked out.

HAHAHA. After that it was FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN!
We were like dancing behind and they played BRING IT ON! AHHH.
Hahahahha. Someone was singing really horribly into the microphone.
Gave me goosebumps.
We danced shit.
So bloody fun, we should do this more often.
Oh yeah after that we distributed lanterns and goodie bags and stuff. (:
We did the circle thing but becky fell/.
Hehs. I feel guilty.
SORRY BECKS! <333>
I have a good mind to change it.
When i can find it.
PERFECT PROM QUEEN > NOT.

Or is it Perfect Prom Princess?
Oh well who cares.

thank you.

2005-09-16T20:39:00.000-07:00

HELLO AGAIN.
THANK YOU HANNAH FOR ALL THE LAUFFLY SONGS. (: (:
HANNAH HAS WRINKLY HOT RED LIPS. SEXAYYEEE.
HAHAHA.

hees.

2005-09-16T20:17:00.000-07:00

i simply love my friends. <33

i don't know why i said that.

it's so frigging random. but, whatever.

haha. maybe because i'm going to commit suicide.

and i'm just letting everyone know. HAHA. you wish.

i'm just feeling really down.

exams are coming.

i really screwed up my english oral.

nobody's going to believe that, but yeah.

i'm going to try to get better grades for chinese oral.

so i'm gonna memorize asking teacher

explain again and how to say

something like cong fu and zai shuo yi chi.

or whatever.

there's are so many frigging tests.

it's so annoying.

like every week we have so many tests.

then when i decide to take a break for a day

my stupid conscience won't let me go.

like i'll keep feeling guilty for not studying.

same goes for reading books. pffhht.

can't wait till exams are over.

the week of the exams are THE WORST.

i'll write out a schedule for myself.

and i'll follow it. but nothing sinks in.

and i'm supposed to have started on chinese last week.

thank God there's no zao ju.

or lao chen's not gonna let me off till i remember.

every SINGLE one.

when exams are over.

I'M GOING TO READ A MILLION BOOKS.

I'M GOING TO WATCH A MILLION DVD'S AND MOVIES.

I'M GONNA GO OUT GO OUT GO OUT.

no?

YES.

okay. mrs chen is such a ~~fcuking~~. nevermind.

i just can't stand her. like, she only thinks for herself.

she hates me and vice versa.

HIGH FIVE ANDREA! [;

okay that was spastic, but whatever.

and i hate my frigging seat.

not because of dawn.

not becaus ei have my little space at the side/

BUT because it's rriigghhhttt.

at the side, right at the front/

do you know how infuriating that is?

ARGHHHHHHHH.

then mrs chen REFUSES to move over to the other side to explain again.

' oh it's so inconvenient for me'

like wtf, so she's just repeating her whole explanation.

to the people whom she just explained to.

and i don't understand a frigging thing.

i can't wait for daddy to come back.

he'll just teach me everything.

unlike mrs chen. grr.

SORRY FOR VULGARITIES TODAY.

i'm just not in a good mood.

christine came for training. [;

hahahahahahahahha. and we did the 50 fly again.

but i rested for 2 sets. cause jie's stupid fins were so tight at the side.

it was so painful.

i think i did 2 sets worth of 32's. (:

with fins. URGH.

uncle michael thinks i'm going to be along side.

some very fast people next year. i wish.

hahas. oh well/.

we started a hush puppies ~~underwear~~ club.

so funny. then we were comparing what hush puppies thing was nicer.

i'm the FOUNDER!

she's the chairperson

and sharon's the vice-chairperson. i think.

oh wells.

OH MAN.

2005-09-13T19:35:00.000-07:00

OH MAN. i feel so satisfied.
haha. cause i trained super hard for frigging 50 fly today.
then uncle michael was like
'i salute you. you better train hard'
or something. he always says i'm such a slacker.
then the aunties went like
' oh your fly today very nice, i didn't see before'
' oh today your fly's very fast and nice'
i hope this isn't a one time thing
cause nobody came other than nicholas and a few others.
haha maybe it went into my head. oops.
hope not. (x
but i was wearing fins.
stupid thing. bursts my bubble.
OH WELLS.

when you gave me that cheeky grin;
i knew you were alright. <3

haha

2005-09-08T22:08:00.000-07:00

today's training was SUPER FUN.

i'm sorry; are we still friends?

uncle michael talked to us about tatally irrelevant stuff/

like the kallang guni girl or whatever;

and how she was infatuated and what newton's law of physics

or don't know what law. hahaha that what action comes with a reaction.

OR SOMETHING.

then we tried doing some dragon uh continueing. thing.

we did the cap thing on uncle michael and soon the little kids were all trying it out.

none of us hold it against you. (:

kim's such a smartass.

i can't hide anything from her; well.

almost everything. hehs. <3

but i'm glad this is done and over with.

i hope you've learnt your lesson

i was late to meet them.

and hannah said that it would take 200 steps from mobil to caltex.

200 BIG steps.

it only took 200 SMALL steps.

sentosa's so fun. (:

hahah stupid life guard used that speaker thing.

and shouted at us. HAHA.

something like

"girls please don't touch the bridge"

because, the jig is up.

the water was practicalled spitless today.

SPITTILICIOUS! (:

playing on the pontoon is so super fun.

hahahahahahahahs.

i shant say anything.

i missed jon jonsson on villa wellness.

i hope hannah recorded it.

continuation of my birthday (:

2005-09-07T09:30:00.000-07:00

this shall be a continuation of yesterday (: (:

i spent almost the whole night being a couch potato.

as usual.

then, daddy came home.

i wanted a cake! haha because if you don't have the cake on the actual day.

it's just, like NOT birthday-like?

so daddy wanted to go polar to get polar cakes.

heehs. [;

but we had some leftover raspberry and

some leftover sometehing cake.

so we just stuck the happy birthday thingy on the cake.

then since we had no candles

so daddy just held on to the lighter.

and uh lit it?

hahahahas.

i wanted to put chocolate fudge on the cake.

but i didn't. so daddy did. hahahahas.

shall wait for mommy to come back.

then i'll have an assortment of coffee bean cakes

put together to form a circle. (:

like a normal yummyyyyyyyyy cake.

hahahahahhas

going library later.

i think i haven't gone since like june holidays.

YAY can borrow like 8 books today

but it'd distract me from my studies. oh well.

i think i don't wanna go sentosa.

got training in the morning.

and i'd be dead beat by then.

OH WELLSSS.

toodles. (: (:

happy birthday.

2005-09-06T19:44:00.000-07:00

HELLO.

it's my birthday today. WHOOPIE. (:

there was this day pooper.

hahahhas. i slept after AMERICA'S NEXT TOP PODEL

yesterday. hahahas and some sent me messages at 12 plus. (:

thank you <33

but i woke up at like 2 then i replied the messages. hahahas.

sharon was still awake, and high.

she's such a wonder woman.

who can be awake in the wee hours

and be HIGH. chestnut.

i can't believe one of my friends would do such a thing.

i can't believe YOU would do such a thing.

where's the trust?

woke up at 7 plus. and went to macs with kor and daddy.

OH i just remember i still have an apple pie in the microwave.

but shannen says microwaving stuff gives you cancer.

practically everything gives you cancer.

whatever lah, i shant digress.

learnt that word from becky. (: (:

packeted food back for jie.

i'm trying to think staight;

and she is currently acting like a retarded nut.

with that SUPER MININININI PONYTAIL.

and a tuft of hair in front.

like some icky cheena girl.

this is NOT real, please.

i'm looking forward to thursday.

SENTOSA. beach fun.

BECKY YOU BETTER GO.

and VILLA WELLNESS!

swoons*

jon jonsson!

how can you do such a thing?

okay back to whatever i was talking about.

daddy called at around 10 plus.

and we went to watch Red Eye.

IT'S SO FRIGGING NICE.

THEN, we went to sakae sushi.

hahaha,

i forgotten how yummy salmon can be.

it just melts in your mouth.

like the cheeeeeeekuay. (: (:

and not feel a single ounce of guilt?

then, daddy sent us to clementi.

the ssa room was open!

hahahas so we did some work and everybody came.

they went out to play, again.

so annoying.

training was quite okay.

for the relay nicholas and i were like

"Oei, you slack ah."

"Okay, later uncle michael scold you"

"Aiya nevermind."

and it's on my birthday, i thought you would have enough sense.

or something like that. (: (:

well, if it's you, or not.

he's so cute. hahahahah.

then we were just poking fun trying to make s-------

jealous. by flirting with nicholas.

we took TONS of photos in the toilet.

even though it was prohibited.

and we were

'violating the rules'

nicholas is such a POOT.

oh well, it comes with the package.

hot, smart, fast and POOT.

so frigging retarded.

i want to catch you, whoever you are.

hahahahas i'm waiting for daddy to come home now.

toodles. <3

NOW.

bleah.

2005-09-01T20:33:00.000-07:00

stroke correction today was fun!

hahaha we tried doing the pull and push thing uncle michael did.

i failed terribly. hahas. oh well/.

and after we showered uncle michael started telling us about.

aveoli, air sacs which could fill 3 football fields.

and CHI. hahas, i thought chi was something related to taichi or something.

he keeps saying if only christel had my height.

and that i'm very lazy (:

i probably proved his point;

by sleeping the entire afternoon, almost.

hahhas i woke up around 5 to watch the prince and me.

it's so annoying.

I CANNOT BELIEVE.

THAT I DID NOT.

GO BACK.

TO HENRY PARK.

YESTERDAY.

AHH. i am such a sucker.

I AM GOING FOR WHICHEVER 6B GATHERING.

WHENEVER, WHATEVER. NOBODY'S GOING TO STOP ME.

UNDERSTOOD?

yes, good okay.

i am going to try to train harder from now onwards.

i am VERY, slow.

i can't wait.

2005-08-28T13:14:00.000-07:00

i'm such a weirdo.

i can't wait for this friday where there's home econs.

maybe it's because i finally settled on one design.

hehs. 10 reasons why i love God (:

or maybe it's because before friday there'd be a wednesday

and we'd be celebrating somebody's birthday.

and i'm gonna get to go back to henry park.

but at the same time i'm really dreading this week.

there's a geog test tomorrow

and i'm skipping training to revise.

but i feel like swimming.

but i did not bring my swimming stuff and going would be a waste of time.

but if i don't go my mind would wander off to swimming while studying, as usual

wander off to anything.

grr.

life is so not a bed of roses/.

i want to go to sentosa again.

i shall upload the photo's after geog test.

YES. SWIMMING TOMORROW/

oh and i missed the timetrials yesterday.

apparantly all the big girls missed the time trials and uncle michael was rather pissed off.

there's another round this week.

and I'M GOING! hah. but my timing'd probably suck.

but still, better than going for the stupid jcc competition.

i'm supposed to be swimming 50 free, 50 BREAST. and 200 im.

and for the frigging im relay i'm swimming breast too in a frigging crap team.

& uncle victor claims that we have one of the best teams this year.

what a liar. and i do not swim breast! ahh. i told him i don't swim breast and fly.

and he purposely makes me swim that event. what an ass. can't stand him.

ICK.

oh and nobody's doing what they're supposed to be doing now during pw.

hahahhas. i think we're so screwed.

we haven't even started on the stupid 800-1000 word report.

haha.

2005-08-26T08:15:00.000-07:00

mrs chan gave us a dressing down today. she was talking all those shit like. i'm very disappointed in you/. like trying to lay on the guilt factor. i almost died trying not to laugh. hehs. like, she rented the bus for i think the entire swim team, and only 3 people turned up. it's quite sad actually, but she was seriously pissed off and they started calling people to get them to come. oh wells. dawn didn't come for school today so i was sitting alone.

and YES. i AM sitting with dawn. don't ask me why. hahahah, i thought ms gan would have enough sense not to put us together or we'd wreck havoc. i think she purposely put noisy people with noisy people. pearly said negative plus negative is positive! (: smart girl. hahahahs. or maybe she's trying to give her ex-teacher a hard time. i never knew she had it in her. hahahas then kim becks and i were like note passing in class. so funny, i was trying to pass the note in the chinese book, then i threw it a tad too lightly, hehs. so it just fell flat on the floor and i went oops i dropped the book. becky was drinking water at that time, so i think something happened. hahas. mrs chen doesn't seem to hate me that much anymore, or maybe it's just my imagination/

i still miss the good ol' days. (x boo.

i wonder if anybody's been crossing out the countdown on the

CHEENA CHINA BOARD! (: (:

hahahahs. we had to stay back for this rehearsal thing for the commendation award. then went for training. training was actually quite okay. but i felt like speeding, cause i was super pissed off and i wanted to just go smack on the water. only when i went first, then i felt the drive. but still, i doubt it was good. barely got tired. bleah. I CAN'T SEEM TO BREAK A 31 DURING TRAINING. wtf. and i'm getting vulgar, not really. but i keep saying wtf. which is not a good thing. but whatever. can't really be bothered.

TOMORROW'S SENTOSA DAYYY!

LETS SO SENTOSAA.

plee's mom is fetching (: (:

hahahahs.

oh and for home econs i've finally decided on a design. but it's all words.

hahahs i can't be bothered to do the pictures. having to PAINSTAKINGLY sew them on one by one would probably be like torture. shannen's such a smartass. everything she doing is anything BUT sewing. hahahahs. oh and becky helped me choose the colours. it's like rainbow. ish;

hahahs.

oh, piss off.

2005-08-24T19:51:00.000-07:00

i am pissed off. uncle michael is NEVER satisfied. ms gan is NEVER satisfied. my parents are NEVER satisfied. nobody is ever satisfied with me. even myself. it's so pissing off. like, wtf*!@. oh well, that was unnecessary. but i just felt like doing that. i shall start off with what i'm NOT satisfied with, everything. but who cares. my grades suck, bigtime. like from a's in the first semester i'm down to b for english and lit. wth. luckily i got an a for math or i'd seriously kill my self. hope i get a for the rest too. (: i think i'm gonna mug for exams this time round. i seriously need to get my grades up and percentage too. if my msg drops to like above 2.5 or something, uhh. whatever lah. sitting beside hannah is so demoralizing. crazy poops, she gets top or top few in class for practically everything. ms gan is leaving and we're going to have a farewell kind of thing for her this saturday at SENTOSA-AA! (: hahahs. but she can only be there for like an hour so we're gonna spend the entire day there playing. because she won't allow us to go near the water in case any of us drown. OH. and have i mentioned, the teacher replacing ms gan TAUGHT MS GAN WHEN SHE WAS SEC 4. wow, she must be ancient. like we need any more slow teachers, nicer teachers always take leave and leave us with slow teachers and claim that we're very far behind compared with other classes. BUT, the annoying teachers whom i shant mention never take leave. ms gan just had to change our seats. i can't frigging sit in front. i'm RIGHT IN FRONT NOW. where shannen is sitting right at the side. it's so unfair. i can't see from there. i'm gonna tell her that i am LONG SIGHTED- (: as if. sitting at the back you can do anything you want but sitting in the front you can't sucks lah. wth. besides, ARGH. can't stand it. my mom lah. argh, she was the frigging _______ who even suggested the entire thing. like hello, she doesn't know the way i study and my methods and stuff. everytime i look away in class ms gan or the other teachers assume i'm not listening. they bore me to death. sitting with hannah is fun. [; wreaking havoc is fun. but apparantly ms gan thinks otherwise. now i'm gonna sit in front. i'm gonna look back on the good ol' days. hehs. NOW where was i/ OH. uncle michael, stupid guy hates me. i think he's given up on me. but whatever. like when i don't do anything i just wanted to ask him a quesstion he assumes i'm talking to sharon or whoever. then he gives me a hell of a scolding. now he can't be bothered with me anymore. then i just do a 31 after SCHOOL, SCHOOL TRAINING, TRAINING. and he's still not satisfied. it's not really fast but usually i slack until i do like a 35 and he's still not satisfied. SHARLEEN DID A 32. i'm gonna murder if she does a 31 before p6. argh. i'm gonna train hard hard hard. but i'm still not going to take part in the stupid jcc thing. uncle victor's trying to make me feel guilty. hehs. (: can't stand him. blah blah. now i'm the she-kaye.

MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG.

I'M GONNA LEARN FROM YINTIAN SHANNEN AND HANNAH.

YAY.

2005-08-19T08:29:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHS.
YESTERDAY'S WAS FUN.
CHRISTINE AND I LEFT TRAINING EARLY!<3
BUT IN THE END THERE WAS NO DIFFERENCE.
COS WE WERE TALKING IN THE TOILET.
HAHAHHAS.
WE WENT TO BUY MILO FREEZE
AND IT SPILLED ON ME.
HEHS.
WE TRIED FLAGGING A CAB.
BUT THE FIRST EMPTY CAB DRIVER
REFUSED TO LET US IN.
STUPID GUY.
BET HE THOUGHT WE'D BE A DISTRACTION TO HIS DRIVING.
HAHAHAHHAAHHAS. (:
OR MAYBE HE JUST DIDN'T WANT US TO SPILL MILO FREEZE
SEEING THAT IT WAS DRIPPING FROM US.
HEHS THEN THE NEXT CAB DRIVER WAS NICE.
HAHAHAS. I STILL OWE CHRISTINE CAB MONEY.
WE PUT OUR BAGS DOWN AND WENT TO TALK TO OUR FRIENDS FIRST.
HAHAHAS HANNAH LOOKED LIKE A COFFEE SHOP AUNTY
CAUSE OF HER BELT THINGY! HAHAAS. OOPS.
CHRISTINE AND I SAT OPPOSITE THEM AT FIRST/
WE TRIED TAKING PHOTOS WITH FLASH.
BUT WE DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO USE THE CAMERA.
SO IT WAS DAMN EMBARRASSING.
HAHAHAHAS.
AFT THAT WE MOVED.
CAUSE WE WERE LIKE THE ONLY 2 PEOPLE AT THOSE SEATS
NOT INCLUDING 2 OLD LADIES BEHIND US.
HEHS. SO WE MOVED TO BEHIND BECKY PLEE AND HANNAH! <3
FIRST WAS UHH THE ALUMNI BAND THING.
THEN THIS WOMAN WHO SURVIVED THE JAKARTA CRASH.
COOLNESS.
YOU HAVE TURRRNNNEEDDDD.
MY MOURNING INTO DANCINGGGGG.
YOU HAVE TURNNNEEEDDDD.
MY SORROW INTOOO JOYYYYYY.
THIS IS HOW WE OVERCOME.
THIS IS HOW WE OVERCOME.
THIS IS HOW WE OVERCOME.
THIS IS HOW WE OVERCOME.
OOPS SORRY.
COULDN'T HELP IT.
SO FUN!
HAHAHAHAHHAS THEN THE BABY BAND PEOPLE SANG.
THEN SOME TEACHER ALSO GAVE HER TESTIMONY.
SHE KEPT MOVING FROM LEFT TO RIGHT.
TO LEFT TO RIGHT.
HAHAS. SO CUTE. [;
SONGS, THEN COMMUNION AFTER THAT.
HAHAHAS PLEE KEPT EATING AND DRINKING HERS BEFORE WE ACTUALLY ARE SUPPOSED TO.
HAHAHAHS. THE PASTOR GUY, I THINK. HAS A OPRAH-ISH VOICE.
HAHAHAS LIKE IT SHAKES.
THEN THERE'S THIS WOMAN AT THE BACK ALSO.
IT'S SUPER OPRAH.
FUNKYY.
THERE WAS A DANCE TOO!
HAHAHS.
AND SONGS AND FINALE. [;
WE WERE SO HUNGRY.
AND MOMMY AND DAD FETCHED US HOME.
THE END.

argh,

2005-08-16T16:37:00.000-07:00

argh. i can't stand this.
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO A SINGLE FRIGGING THING FOR MATH.
wait, i do know some.
but what the hell.
i don't know how to do like A LOT.
and it's really annoying.
because they're really simple.
i should NEVER EVER skip school.
i just can't get the equation into my head.
i think i must have locked it inside and threw away the key last year after psle.
they're practically repeating the entire math syllabus of primary school in a more
difficult manner?
i can't even solve the simplest of sums.
wtf.

mrs chen gave us so much homework today.
annoying. hahas granny's watching some chinese show starring cindy wang now.
she looks funny as some chinese kungfu show girly.

i have to redo lit.
ARGH! this sucks.
the teachers seem to like building up suspense, a lot.
i think we did out geog and history test quite long ago.
and they refuse to give it back to us.

and exams are drawing close.
it's just a mere 94 days away!
or 90 something.
can't remember i'll have to check the china board.
dreading the days where i'll start mugging and freaking out for the exams.
because when i'm outside the exam room my mind blanks out and i can't remember a single thing.
especially for history chinese chem bio geog and all my other subjects.
haha. funny.
whatever.
and i skipped training today to do my work.
and i'm blogging.

i hate myself.
i hate myself for not having self control.
i hate myself for being unable to discipline myself
i hate myself for slacking.
i hate myself for giving up.
i hate myself for being such an ass.

i'm not going to elaborate. because i simply can't stand it.
that doesn't make sense. but who cares.
i wanna do the lie down and take away chair thing!
LETS DO IT AGAIN!
when there's a free period
<3
the original 4 people are uhh.
becky, andrea, yintian and i! [;
hahahhahas.
OH OH OH.
i'm stuck.
should i go youth alive in church this friday?
or should i go for love mg aft training?
AHH.
cause if i go for either one.
nevermind. hahahahs.

whatever, can't stand you.

pissed off.

2005-08-16T13:07:00.000-07:00

I am pissed off.
ARGH.
I can't stand you.
You disgust me, you urk me.
You give me goosebumps with your grossness.
You are such a poser.
Can't you just disappear from the face of this Earth?
It'd make things much easier for me, for EVERYBODY.
I shan't be a hypocrite.
Since I'm not perfect either.
But wth.
I SIMPLY CAN'T STAND YOU.
Sorry.
You probably don't know who you are.
And am probably oblivious to what I'm talking about.
WHO, I'm talking about.
Go figure;

the other post. my BELOVED.

2005-08-14T07:16:00.000-07:00

in case you're wondering.
my last post was NOT about a guy.
they aren't worth the trouble.
whatever.

i <3 jon jonsson. [;
he's gonna be on tv 25th august
8.30.

he is SO HOT.

defeated.

2005-08-13T14:42:00.000-07:00

I feel defeated.
All my work has gone down the drain.
Everything that I have worked for;
Toward's THAT goal.
Is destroyed.
by a fucking bitch.
What I can't stand is.
In what way am I worse?
She is ANNOYING, ACT CUTE.
And I shan't elaborate.

I'm going to cool off.
By doing PW Powerpoint.
Which I'm fairly sure we're going to fail at.

great days

2005-08-09T22:28:00.000-07:00

today was a rather unfruitful day.
in case you haven't noticed,
it's national day.
WHOOPIE. haahhahahas.
the parade sucked.
and i didn't get to watch shooting stars
cause kor had his friends over.
the people at ndp so do not know how to lip sync.
hahahahahahas. whatever.
i waxed daddy's car.
and waxing is TOUGH JOB.
if i did it everyday i'd get muscles like.
ahem.
hahahaha.

i shall blog about saturday, sunday, monday and today.

SATURDAY!
whoohoo. it was the sports open house (:
the turnout was really good.
i think it was much more than we expected.
so the food was too little.
hahahah for games we played benchball captains ball and jacob's ladder.
haha then we had the tour of the school.
i didn't realize there were many more stuff.
haha cause we don't use the facilities.
so it was kind of like a tour to us too
hahahahahha.
christine reckons she's a good tour guide.
THEN, i went to church and then to jcc with ant and claire
to SWIM!
and we went for fop after that!
FOP FOP FOP FOP FOP
it was WAY COOL.
like the entire indoor stadium was filled up.
the queue was so long.
but didn't have to queue (:
thanks to becky and pearly's nice friend.
haha.
THANKS BECKY! <3 size="1">down.
ALL AROUND THE EARTH IS SINGING.
RAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNN
down.

HAHAHAHAS. something like that.
but who cares. it was so fun!
and the speaker didn't bore me.
but it was kind of freaky.
like almost everyone were speaking in tongues.
we tried to imitate.
oops, sorry.
cause it's kind of disrespectful.
there were so many devout christians that i felt kind of uncomfortable.
cause we were in the area where there were more
uhh.
DEVOUT CHRISTIANS (:
hahahas i'm not really making sense, but whatever.
bimbotic ness.
stay away from me.
it's contagious.
because you might just get influenced by THEM. [;
i have strong immunity system.
hahahahs. i'm crapping
i heard from aunty j that in their church they have lessons on
SPEAKING IN TONGUES.
i mean, isn't it like a language that only you and God would understand and communicate with?
it totally defeats the purpose if you have lessons on it.
then it's not holy and sacred.
if it's supposed to be.
like the whole meaning is gone.
it'd just be like any other old lesson you go for.

then aunty jess gave us a lift to china town and we ate macs and went home!
was so tired.
by the time we reached home it was already 12 plus.
and daddy was PISSED OFF.

SUNDAY!
went for chen lao shi in the wee hours of 7.30 am in the morning.
mommy refuses to let me sleep in.
not that i'd actually sleep.
there's this stupid alarm clock in my head which doesn't allow me to sleep beyond 7 plus.
8 if i'm tired.
but when i wake up for school it automatically turns off.
so i'm late.
it wasn't that bad.
hahaha then we went for aunty bk!
SO FUN.
like uncle arthur aunty jess aunty helena victor ant joyce jie and i were there at first.
then we weren't studying at all.
hahahahhahahas.
then they left and we started doing work.
i did aunty bk's math.
so challenging, so unlike school work.
which is basic and direct.
not that i really understand it all.
credit given to mrs chen and her inept teaching.
hahahahahas.
aunty bk seems to think i'm really smart.
seems like looks can be deceiving. (:
not that i mind.

MONDAY!
we had national day celebrations in school.
dawn ponned school, as usual.
hahahahah.
it was quite good.
then they had this like food and drinks booth kind of thing
and song dedications.
hahahaha so plee becky kim and i went up first.
the music could be heard from upstairs.
they played oldies like lucky.
hahahahaha so we were dancing and belting out the songs.
SO HIGH AND SO FUN.
haha then the quieter ones were kind of irritated but who cares.
and it was photo's galore!
hahahahahah.
THE CHINA GROUPIES WENT OUT!
WE WATCHED CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY!
CHARLIE CHOC.
was so funny and nice.
johnny depp's face looks triangular.
hahaha and he's so gay in the show.
which is really funny.
WILLY WONKA OOMMPAAALOOMMPPAAA!
hahahahhas.
heeren and cine was so so crowded.
should have gone plaza sing. [;
but who cares.
like practically ALL schools were there.
and there's this sailor moon like uniform.
hahaha
seeyue got duped by the indian woman who claims to have an operation.
bleah.
we took screwed up neoprints.
as usual, we ate at the traditional kobayashi.
becky and i didn't get to put a LOT OF CHILLI POWDER.
cause the cashier lady kept shooing us away.
hmph!
hahahaha. but still.
so funny.
missed the hpps gathering.
but no girls went.
so who cares. [;
haha becky gets super pissed of when i tell her that i saw
hahhahas. i just have to keep saying that
super hot and she has this super cute reaction.
oh and you know what?
YOU GUYS ARE EMBARRASSING.
hahahahahs!
the stupid ticket guy was so frigging gay.
cos THEY were yelling like mad who and where to sit.
hahas then he was like
ther'es a movie in front of me!
i wanted to punch him and his gay girly face.
hahahahas.

oh and i was late for training.
but nobody came so whatever.
ARGH NO TRAINING TOMORROW MORNING.
SUCKS, BIGTIME.
i wanna train!

i KNOW i'm going to love this week.
no mrs chen.
for the first time, EVER.
thank God. (:
but then again, we might be getting geog, history and bio tests back.
DANG!

one way; JESUS.
You're the only one that i could live for.
You are the way; the truth and the light
we live by faith and not by sight for You.
we're living, all for You.

I'LL TRY TO BE A MORE DEVOTED CHRISTIAN.

tests over. nightmare over

2005-08-02T08:04:00.000-07:00

TESTS ARE FINALLY OVER!
THOUGH I SCREWED ALL OF THEM UP.
NOT SO MUCH FOR CHEM THOUGH.
BUT WHATEVER.
THEY'RE OVER!
I CAN READ BOOKS WITHOUT MY CONSCIENCE BUGGING ME.
ACTUALLY IT STILL BUGS ME.
BUT NOT THAT MUCH.
SECONDARY SCHOOL HAS SO MANY TESTS.
WHAT. A. NIGHTMARE.

YUCK.
SOME TV SHOWS ARE SERIOUSLY SO CLICHE.
YOU CAN JUST GUESS WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT.
BLEAH.
I DON'T WANNA SWIM FOR JCC INTER CLUB THING.
CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S HELD THERE.
STUPID.
THE BOARDS SUCK.

mutated hair.

2005-07-30T21:07:00.000-07:00

i can safely announce that i'm not gonna cut my hair ever again this year.

my hair is ing short.
a tad bit longer than hannah's.
he just CUT. CHOP. SNIP. CUT. CHOP. SNIP.
and he took such a friggin long time i almost fell asleep.
the longest strand of hair he cut was up to 15cm.
i counted.
that's how bored i was.
wtf.

it was like he just COULDN'T. STOP. CUTTING.
argh.
when i thought he was finally done
he'd take out the ing scissors and cut again.
i wanted to strangle him
but i didn't.

shows how much i've improved over the last few years.
OF being a FIERCE FREAK.
i still am.
FUMING. inside.

whatever.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

now i can't bun up my hair and it keeps flicking my neck.
how annoying.

if i'm gonna get booked by miss gan or whoever by my hair or fringe.
i will SCREAM. YELL. WHATEVER.

argh.

2005-07-27T19:30:00.000-07:00

i'm pissed off,
we're not taking it personally.
not really in a right state of mind.
YOU'RE taking it personally.
ARGH; you're so not worth it.
face it,
i shall think of other stuff.
you suck.
marche dinner with pawai was FUN.
you think you're the queen of the world.
FOUNDERS DAY was BORING
YOU want challenge?
but the going out part was FUN!
we wanted to watch the island but it would have eaten into training.
i'm such a guai freak. [;
hahahahahas we took neoprints 4 times!
becky made me do this super CHEENA bimbo pose!
AHH! i'm still having goosebumps from it.
it was RAINING
so the bus was FRIGGIN COLD.
hahahahahahas i was the only one at training, AGAIN.
i think (:
oh wait, sharon came.
YOU want competition?>
yesterday i skipped training.
and mugged at home for geog.
WAIT, actually i didn't mug.
just rewrote everything and slept.
napped.
i seem to need to nap everyday.
OH and art was fun too!
BRING IT ON.
today, someone really pissed me off.
i think i'd just warn you,
but i shant say anything about it.
WATCH YOUR BACK.
after school i waited for christine for an entire hour.
hahahahas.
then we went to pizza hut!
actually we were just kidding when we wanted to take a cab
so she just anyhow waved her hand.
and PINGG! a taxi just stopped.
haahahhas justr kidding.
there weas EVERYTHING but a ping.
bleah. hahahhas. we weren't supposed to drink soft drinks.
ESPECIALLY coke.
but we ended up drinking it in the end [;
hahahahahahs and we ate hawaiian pizza and uhh lasagna?
YUMMYLICIOUS.
after that i was feeling positively vomiticious.
EWW. kept burping out the cheese thing which tasted like vomit.
but who cares.
the digestive juice mixed with that is like TEN times grosser.
i forgot what i wanted to say.
i CAN'T WAIT FOR 6B-04 GATHERING
I CAN'T WAIT.
IT'S SO LONG.
IN SEPTEMBER!
I MISS 6B.
<3333333333333333333
okay red sucks.
not really, but who cares. [;
OH YEAH we got chased out of training.
today, cos we slacked the entire training.
this has never happened before
JUST sending us to different lane.
like he branded the queen of lane 2 before.
cos we did orange juice squeeze on honey
you probably don't understand what i'm saying but who cares.
and once before i think.
gonna do math and art later.
if i feel like.
hahahah i'm in debt of math
cos i'm coming.

random people

2005-07-19T20:05:00.000-07:00

i'm talking random people.
hahahas why do you ask people out and not talk to each other?
and end up calling each other when you're just a table apart.
that's just a waste of phone bill.
people from single sex schools are seriously deprived.
i'll probably be like that sooner or later.
but i'm trying not to think of when that would happen.
i'd PREVENT that[;
some would turn all giggly and EUURRGGHH.
not explaining, too gruesome.
hahahahhaas.
SCHOOL WAS FUN.
hahahahahhas.
we had art and we're supposed to draw a capsicum.
or whatever, however you spell it.
mrs chan draws REAL GOOD.
hahahahas, all the shading and stuff.
but it takes an entire hour to paint just a capsicum.
what a waste of time.
she chased those who didn't bring their stuff, which we ended up not using.
i didn't bring too!
but yintian's my lucky star[; she helped me bring an extra chilli.
which was puny, rotten and smelly.
but i shall be grateful. hahahas since i didn't have to go out.
then we could hear andrea SHHHing everybody once in a while.
so hilarious. (:
mrs yeo didn't come today.
almost all of our teachers take turns to skip school everything.
NOT that i'm complaining. hahahahas.
we always end up going to the library.
which is freezing cold.
hahahahhas.
becky and kimm would probably go to the computer lab but then since i think it's not allowed so they settled for the library.
i know something even JUICIER now. (:
hahahahahas.
going to kap was even more fun!
we played this number game thingy and mixed
garlic chilli sauce, coke, ice lemon tea, sweet chilli sauce, barbeque sauce and curry sauce together
whoever lost would have to dip fries in it.
since plee and i had an abundant amount of fries left.
hahahahas. SO FUNNY.
kelly had to eat it twice.
yeech.
when i went for training there were only 5 people
6, including me.
hahahas so i had the entire lane to myself.
OH YEAH speaking of ice lemon tea.
christine [i think] and i have COME TO A CONCLUSION! (:
hahahahahhaas. lmnt- who sang hey juliet
THEIR name probably came from LEMON TEA.
hahahhas cos when you keep saying lmnt, fast.
it will end up sounding like lemon tea [;
hahahahahhas.

OH YEAH. the book girl with a pearl earring's really nice too! (:
hahahahhas. i just read finish.
i'm gonna read harry potter now!
hahahas when jie has come home.
sheesh.

many days of blogging after nationals.

2005-07-17T16:47:00.000-07:00

this is sunday.
school nationals ended on wednesday.
i just realized something.
these years school nationals didn't really mean much to me.
only when i hear all those people cheering, then i realized it's actually quite important.
it's. so frigging inruriating.
i got 4th for every single thing.
mg got 4th for all division prizes too.
ARGH,
i feel so guilty hahahas cos everyone was cheering
and i got a measly fourth.
when i finished my 50 free, i wasn't tired.
or maybe i was, but i was just too disappointed to even feel it.
ARGH.
uncle michael said he would jump off the spectator's stand if i didn't do a 29.
in the end he just patted me on my back and said it was okay.
hahas, how comforting.
and now he says if i really don't do a 29 for the next competition he'll seriously murder me.
pek yee and i made a deal if she does a 35 for her breast i'll do a 28.
DEAL. hahahhas.
for the next nationals. [;
oh and guess what, i ended up doing the gym thing.
it wasn't that pathetic after all.
it was short, but nevertheless, the stuff we did were syncronized (:
WE DID IT, without you.
love ya PLEE KIMM AND YINTIAN!
now why doesn't anyone believe me when i say nothing sunk into my thick skull when i studied!
AHH.
hahahahas oh YEAH.
we had home econs. and i ended up not using becky's all princess stuff.
shudders-
hahas but it isn't that bad. just so.
princessy. ended up using dawn's happy house one.
home econs sewing is FUN. we get to sew the diff patterns. hahaha
just by pressing the foot thing.
but cooking's more fun though. (:
hahas.
wanted to go for cip thing but it was too late
so who cares.
go next saturday,
BUT PAWAI DINNER IS ON THAT DAY!
ahh. okay this sucks, bigtime. hahahs
bel bought me the pretty butterfly earrings
oh and i went swimming with ant again.
WHOOHOO.
got juicy news. (:
i should seriously consider a job as a matchmaking.
uhh- person (:
hahahahas just call me wilona the psychic.
hahas. studied for chinese test.
and nothing has sunken in.
great, this rocks.
I WANNA UPDATE MORE.
but i can't seem to remember what happened.
hahahas OH WELLS. who cares.

oh. and when i left class at 11 wearing the nike swim thing.
every one was staring at me.
hahahas freaky.
yintian said my arms were blacker than she thought.
then cos i got kind of cramped up while waiting for my dad.
i stretched my legs and passer by's stared.
HAHAHA who cares.

school nationals. day one.

2005-07-12T19:57:00.000-07:00

You know what?
This sucks; This seriously sucks.

I tell you, I cannot do it.
I've no practice, I'd just pull you guys down.
And feel really guilty.
When you could easily get a better routine
If you practiced together a different routine.
We've been left.
And I know that sucks.
But you have to prove that you can do it.
They'll REGRET it.
I'm really sorry.

Hahas. This sucks. I think Pearly's ignoring me because I told her i couldn't do the gym thing.
ARGH.
My life is SERIOUSLY screwed up.

Underneath this smile; My world is slowly caving in.

There's a math test on Friday
And i don't know what's been going on lately.
How smart can I get?
And my homework's due.
I left it all in school.
Now that's an even SMARTER move.

I totally screwed up nationals too.
I improved in my 100m Free.
But I think I could have gone better.
I lost to the other competitor by a
MEASLY FEW SPLIT SECONDS.
I almost lost it then.
And for the relay,
They were third.
Until I swam, and they almost got fourth.
Almost everyone I passed said
I gave them a heart attack.
Hahas. And made them scream, a lot.
This is difficult.
Having to caps almost everything.
AHH. Hahas.

Went to Toa Payoh early in the morning.
Hahas and we layed our 3-tiered mats again.
Felt kind of guilty when we were sitting.
And everyone was just across us.
Haha. But everytime we wanted to invite them over.
They'ed somehow unconsciously change the subject.

PLEEE UNBLOCK ME!

And later Christine, Michelle and I went for warm-up.
The POWER WARM-UP which helped her get 3rd in 200 Free.
Ain't it great?
Hahahaha.
And we cheered in the sun.
Tried to get some sleep UMPTEEN times.
But we always ended up getting woken up.
Hahahas.
Went for mos burger for lunch.
Hahahahas.
It's so spastic. You'd eat all the ingredients first.
And end up leaving almost half the bun,
or rice bum, whatever you call it behind.
Haha, then I had 100 free.
And relay.
Then Sarah's mom sent us back.
The car was real spacious.

OH. And guess what?
Raffles dominated the entire pool.
Make that the entire MILOschool nationals.
Like in first place, ___ from Raffles girl's
In second place, ALSO __ from Raffles girl's
In third place, Again, ___ from Raffle's girl's
or institution. Haha, whatever.
Raffles seemed to have sent down the entire cohort.
Of whatever level.
And they just kept cheering.
Some seemed amazingly bimbotic though.
And when all their voices combined,
It sounded kind of boyish.
Hahahahas. Okay nevermind.
While we had a HUGE BUNCH consisting of.
4 prefect trainees, 1 prefect.
and a LOUD screaming bimbo. (:
PERFECT.

I'm dead tired

the pressure is ON.

2005-07-11T19:16:00.000-07:00

the pressure is ON.
and boy is it on, bad.
almost everyone expects me to do a 29 for free on wednesday.
that means shaving off 1 second when i just did a 30 last week.
IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT CHRISTINE! AHHH. ahahas.
aww man. this sucks.
if i don't do a 29;
uncle michael says i don't have to come for training anymore.
i'm kinda used to these threats.
somehow, this seems more real.
oh and guess what?
i had my first real leg cramp today.
and it hurt, real bad.
hahahahas it's like.
the toe cramp is NOTHING compared to it.
and the after effect is like the whole leg is being STRETCHED.
ouch.
hahahas. and i've realized;
i can do a 29.
IF; if.
i don't breath for the whole thing.
i might even do a 28.
WHOOHOO.
who am i kidding?
if i do breath, like once or twice.
i MIGHT just do a 29.
like 29.99?
i think.
i need to stretch my legs.
or my legs are gonna be cramped up tomorrow AGAIN.
i'd mind though, but maybe the expectations would be lowered.
it's just a thought.
gotta go stretch soon!
oh yeah, the song who we are by hope partlow is GOOD.
it's kind of meaningful?
sharon just burnt me MORE CD'S!
<3333
i'm trying to drill something in my head.
drill, drill drill.
i can do a 29 this wednesday.
i can do a 29 this wednesday.
i can do a 1.07 this tuesday.
i can do a 1.07 this tuesday.
i don't like you AT ALL.
i don't like you AT ALL.
i don't care if you ignore me.
i don't care if you ignore me.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
there's many more; but i think that'd be a bore.
and i don't wanna list them down.
i'll be waiting
argh, i'm just contradicting myself.
talking MASTERYODAtalk is fun. [;
christine and i tried doing it today!
ended up having a tummy ache for laughing so much.
maybe i'll get abs by laughing, A LOT. (:

.

2005-07-08T20:25:00.000-07:00

i HATE having to like someone.
i HATE having to stand the suspense.
i HATE a lot of things.
i HATE to list them down. so i shant.
(: that was spastic. but who cares.
i got into both events for school nats.
but i'm not rejoicing.
for whatever reason;
i don't know. maybe it's because knowing that i'd have to live up the uncle michael's expectations of doing a 29 and repeating the whole ordeal of doing the events again. not that it's really an ordeal, but STILL.
hahas people i didn't know but swam with came up to congratulate me.
i was shocked, but still. it was kind of pleasant. we had 3 layers of mats today! the SUPER SOFT one, which is mine, christine's SOFT one. and jie's HARD one. hahahahas so we laid it out and slept and ate and did stuff on it for almost the entire day. had long john's and almost watched war of the world's with christine. but i decided against it, my conscience would be bothering me.
oh another thing to add to my list.
i HATE my conscience. even though it does me good.
yeah. and in the end i wasn't even in the relay. which was a good thing.
i don't think i would be able to stand another deborah incident.
that would be KILLER.
but now i'd have to do it during the finals. this sucks.
and i went for training after that. had to squeeze.
and i was HOT. whoohoo. droplets of sweat were dripping off my forehead.
i don't understand WHY i cannot do 13 for free during training anymore.
i only do a 14. this sucks too. i can't motivate myself to train harder.
though the thought of some stuff would be good.
still doesn't work that well.
it's probably a duty of a coach to expect the best out of a student or whatever.
but he's NEVER, ever satisfied. now i did a pb and he said
you could have gone faster!
your kick could have been faster!
your stroke's too slow.
dangg. nevermind. i'll try to do a 29 during finals.
if not, i WON'T be disappointed.
since getting into the finals already got points for the school.
which is what mrs chan wants only.
i'm tired.
my arms felt like lead during the race.
couldn't move it at all.
instead my legs were moving.
i think it's kind of an opposite kind of thing.
if your arm moves fast your kick is lousy
and vice versa.
unless you're really pro like christel or whoever.
yeah.

ARGH!

2005-07-01T20:31:00.000-07:00

DANG. I CAN'T OPEN THE SCHOOL NATS EVENT PROGRAMME.
AND I DO NOT WANNA BE IN THE RELAY.

...

2005-07-01T20:07:00.000-07:00

there's just been a whirlwind of events.
i'm too lazy to list them down anyways.

i don't wanna put on make-up;
just like every other girl in a magazine.
it doesn't matter what i wear,
let the people stare.
i just don't care.

that's kinda like from a song.
i can't really remember it.
but it's real good.
and the singer has a voice;
a cross between lindsay lohan and hilary duff.
cool.

swimming.

2005-06-24T20:27:00.000-07:00

today was FUN.
yeah, it was. hahas.
hees. i spent the entire day
with christine, sharon and honey.
<3 they made my day.
yuck. i sound like a total and utter bimbo.
EEUURRGGHH.
hahas training was rather slack.
then we went out for CHAITAOKUEY!
yummy. it wasn't open for a lOOONG time.
and everyone was talking about the great food
at bukit timah, dover, etc.
hahas. we're such gluttons.
then, we went kfc. i mean, SHARON went kfc.
then we did work. SERIOUSLY.
yeah. though we didn't do much.
at 1, we went to SWIM! PLAY!
whoohoo. hahas played catching in the pool!
[; honey kept attacking me!
so i attacked her too.
how sastisfying.
THEN. we did the drying dance.
shakes ass-
haha. i shant elaborate.
THEN, we went to jap restaurant!
you know what?
they're food isn't the same as the display pic.
the wasabi wasn't leaf shaped! hahahas.
so i tried shaping it.
it was PRETTAH. like in the modern art sense.
(: honey just doesn't know how to appreciate it.
hahas. i made a C, a leaf, a smiley face, and EYES.
yeah EYES. not aherm.
hees.
THEN we did work again. okay christine and i did work.
kept referring to the freaking dict. hahas.
i'd die without the dict. hahas.
sharon and honey went to sleep.
and soon, christine joined them.
followed by me.
i didn't catch a wink at all.
come to think of it.
cos it was so freaking cold.
the stupid towel didn't cover me. hahahahs! yeah.
and when we attempted to sleep, all the nice songs came out.
instead of when we were studying and all the irritating techno songs.
pffhht. i wonder what drastic changes perfect 10 is gonna make.
hees. THEN people started coming in. HOW ANNOYING.
they went step step step stomp stomp stomp on the bed which i was sleeping on.
YEECH. so i couldn't sleep.
some irritating person was like
WAKE UP WAKE UP TRAINING TIME!
i wanted to scream
I'M UP I'M UP SHUT UP SHUT UP! please!
oops, okay that wasn't probably very polite.
nevermind.
hahahahas.

get over it. get over yourself.

2005-06-24T20:11:00.000-07:00

HEY YOU.
yes you.
you're getting on my nerves.
oh yes you are.
PLEASE, shut up.
get over it.
get over yrself.
get over me.
this is SO not what you think this is.

master yoda.

2005-06-22T06:38:00.000-07:00

master yoda has cotton wool like hair.

unjustified

2005-06-21T19:02:00.000-07:00

i haven't finished my homework.
BECAUSE, aunty bk- hasn't sent me the interview
thus i have no mood to do the rest of my homework.
nevertheless. wait, what's supposed to come after nevertheless?
HECK, i don't care.
nevermind, there's a STUDY GROUP with sharon and nancy tomorrow.
shall invite christine! after her leadership camp i guess.
i missed going to sentosa today. or smth, whatever lah.
yeah, i'm sure i'm going to do all my homework tomorrow.
can't wait to go to the library on thursday.
i wonder what movie's out by then.
other than batman begins.
pffhht.
i haven't even panted today.
as in during training.
IT IS INFURIATING.
now when i decided to start training hard,
uncle michael's sets are become slacker.
and we keep. doing. breaststroke!
it's getting on my nerves.
i need someone to pace.
and i've got it. yeah yeah.
though i don't htink it's just a matter of pacing.
HAHA, this is weird.
anyway, sophie kinsella books are GOOD.
you should read them.
no?

birthday party.

2005-06-19T18:16:00.000-07:00

my swimming. officially. SUCKS.
compared to practically ANYONE.
claire's so fast! ahh! hahahahah. her back's 33!
that's so fast! like ~*DUH*~ HAHAHAHAHAH.
okay nevermind. (:
my back was so slow cos i think i kinda slacked.
and uncle michael was PISSED.
he wouldn't even look at me, or at least i think so.
cos he was wearing his sunglasses. but he ignored me.
and didn't give me any sign of regcognition. fine!
i shall TRY to train hard frm now on k?
URGH. try try try!
i can't believe SCHOOL NATIONALS IS 2 WEEKS AWAY!
o m g!
AHHHHH!
okay. today was ant's party!
it was FUN. and foodlicious.
yummyYUMMYyummyYUMMYfood. (((((((:
hershey's, ferrero rochers, smarties, m&m's, crunchies, kitkats, dairyMILKthingys, milk duds, toblerone and milkybars. i bought this and some more for ant's and clara's bday. i think. hahaha. CHOCOLICIOUS! mmmmm. yummy. hahaha ant's gonna be BLOATED (:
oops?
hahaa then the beanbag had like a hole.
and i just plomped on it.
guess what?
the whole thing EXPLODED. like literally.
okay, not THAT much.
but yeah, it exploded.
and it was raining styrofoam balls.
hahahah and every one was picking it up.
but some people were too lazy.
just sat and stared at other PEOPLE.
ahem. (
hahahahs. okay nevermind.
used the vacuum cleaner instead.
WHOOHOOOO.

EWW.

2005-06-15T14:06:00.000-07:00

fall to pieces
i don't wanna fall to pieces;
just wanna sit and stare at EWWW.

symptoms of you
i'm not EWW;
i don't need to take a pill.

hahahahahahs. ((:
oops/

what am i doing with my life?

2005-06-15T12:35:00.000-07:00

this is so depressing. the holidays are passing in a blink of an eye. now i'm only left with 1 week. and i haven't really accomplished anything. i feel like such a failure. almost everywhere around me, i see champions. people who are NEARperfection. that's just so demoralizing. like, eeks. i gotta stop doing that. it's so BIMBOTIC! hahaha. yeah, uhh like people who are smart, sporty and so on and so forth. i shant list all their accomplishments. that's just making it worse. and i'm just lazing around. bummer. pffhht. i'm not making much improvement in swimming too. boom i think mrs chan might actually regret accepting me into mgs, cos i probably won't even get into finals. nevermind. CHOIII. shan't curse myself. but if i stayed in crescent.
-i shudder to think what would have happened.
BUT, i can't hide the feeling that i'm dreading the end of the holidays.
when i see keng mun's mother, i'm reminded of mrs chen.
her mannerisms, her looks.
it reminds me that despite the holidays, i still have responsibilities
and homework.
imagine how depressing that is.
having to look at a mrs chen lookalike during the holidays.
where i thought i'd be able to escape her dagger like stares
can't wait for tomorrow. where i get to interview aunty bk.
THEN, i'll actually have the mood
to finish the rest of my homework.
which is, 2 jian bao, 2 zhou ji, and a bit of geog.
i alr did thoughts and feelings, now i need to summarize the bloody thing.
there's NONE ZILCH geographical happenings these days.
it's so INFURIATING.

YEECH.
i AM DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF. urghh.

gstring.

2005-06-14T21:56:00.000-07:00

a word of advice.
IF yr ever gonna wear gstring.
PLEASE, wear yr pants up higher
when you sit down.
it's GROSTEQUE.
saw this indian woman wearing gstring sitting down
at some pole thingy at clementi.
her jeans were soo LOW.
so u could see the.
string. YEECH.

yeech.

2005-06-14T19:00:00.000-07:00

there's been A LOT of things going on lately.
and i've been wanting to blog too.
just don't have the mood.
it seems so WRONG to blog about it here.
shall blog about it at some other place.
THIS blog is only for.
cheerful stuff. i think.
training sucks.
without sharon and christine.
with honey though, it aint that bad.
she's my source of entertainment! (:
hahahs and i had to lead the whole stupid training
uncle michael doesn't bother anymore.
i think i've kind of brought it on myself.
since i started slacking
and not heeding his advice, and others.
too late to regret now anyway.
shall just do my best for competition .
BOO.
christine!
is a fast pig. how can she not come for 10 days
AND DO A 27.
yeech. i should skip training too. (:
hahahahahas.
i SHOULD SERIOUSLY get started on the rest of my homework.
instead of delaying it everytime
like oh i'll do it after i read this chapter
no, after THIS chapter.
okay LAST chapter.
OH WHO CARES THE WHOLE BOOK.
and i won't do at all. it's so infuriating.
i haf ABSOLUTELY no self control.
URGH. i hate this i hate that.
this shall not be a JOLLY CHEERFUL entry.
yeah, i'm not improving.
that ssucks.
and i do not wanna take part in any competitions.
especially the stupid jcc one. it';s being held there!
puhlease. the plunging boards arent fit for plunging.
even hongming agrees.
it's so freaking slippery.
and uncle victor will insist on us participating.
and i'm so not ready for the upcoming competition.
and guess what?
i think i'm turning into a bimbo.
EWW. okay i'm not.
i'm just scaring myself.
cos bimbo's don't haf brains.
AND I DO! (((((((((((((((((((((((:
oh yay! hhahaahhas. okay
__________________________

WHY. is it that when u go against someone;
someone popular, u'll be attempting
social suicide? u'd be condemned, shunned,
discriminated. etc. i shant go on.
WHY. is it that u hafta be in the RIGHT crowd.
the cool crowd whatsoever. that sucks.
that's just so unfair. some people just made a teeny
weeny mistake. and they'd be ignored and stuff.
okay maybe it's not a teeny weeny mistake.
we shouldn't be scared of such people/
but we are. i am too.
HAHAH this is a big joke.

reunion?

2005-06-09T07:14:00.000-07:00

hahaha.
we had a 6b reunion.
not much of a reunion though.
only zoey ruimin i rus neil zhenning abner and jiajun came.
HAHAHAH! okay nevermind.
so we left aft a while
zoey and i tried going into the staff room
using the fingerprint thingy (:
<33
hahahas.
then we went to the gymnasium. IT IS SO COOL.
looking at them doing the stunts and stuff.
i loveee HENRY PARK! i wanna go back to being p6.
jelita is being renovated now.
BOO. didn't get to go 7/11
oh yeah! rus has this SUPER CUTE magician name card thingy.
hahahahs.
then zoey ruimin and i went to clementi macs.
and ate fries. and fries. and fries.
(: 3 packets in all. i'm such a pig.
hahaha! then ruimin's mom sent me home.
wowwwie.
SHE HAS 4 CARS.
so loaded.
hahahaha. and her car is so SMOOTH.
i put my food on it and it slided off.
and broke.
HMPH.
hahahahaha!
nevermind. i watched sleepover again.
can't wait to go out tomorrow, if i'm going (:
should i fetch mommy from airport,
or go out. (x
DARNNIITT!

apology.

2005-06-08T15:05:00.000-07:00

HEY DAWN! i'm sorry k?

brands.

2005-06-08T10:56:00.000-07:00

aww man. there's something wrong with kor's user. the blogging thingy is in chinese.
oh well, who cares.

something's been disturbing me.
what is with people and BRANDS?
are they so shallow that brands are all that matter?
obviously, brands matter.
but not to the extend where u actually discriminate people,
if they don't wear brands.

as in, some people would even wear something really, REALLY ugly.
as long it has the brand roxy plastered on it. (eeks becky, sounds familier? <3)
yeah, whatever.
brands do NOT make a person.
even if it once did matter to me,
it doesn't now.
i'm not saying that there's anything wrong with caring.
or wearing brands.
but if yr that insecure that u need brands,
to make you feel cool, or accepted.
then, i think yr in need of help.

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don't dwell on the past, but on the present.

HUH?

2005-06-07T20:53:00.000-07:00

okay. dawn's pissed at me.
cos i'm not sure if i'm gonna go out with them, or 6b'04!
oh man. this is confusing. and she keeps oi'ing me online!
ahh. hahahas i wanna go out with BOTH.
obviously i can't have the best of both worlds.
AHHHH!
hahahahs. whatever.
ah ma fell today while she was trying to open the door
apparently, xiao gugu had been shouting and calling from the outside
for aunty mary to open the door, but to no avail.
they probably tried calling me too. but the drilling outside was too LOUD.
uhh. and aunty mary was bathing. i feel so guilty.
oh man, luckily it's nothing serious xD
i ate old chang kee curry puff!
yummy. it's so nice and crispy. whoohoo.
and after that i stuffed my face with, 2 chicken wings
okay so my meals for that day TILL lunch consisted of.
a bowl of noodles, another bowl of noodles, a muffin, a curry puff, and 2 CHICKEN WINGS!
no wonder i'm such a PIG.
daddy and xiaogugu were talking, while i just stuffed my face.
hahahas and went grocery shopping with xiao gugu!
bought tonnes of stuff.
and she taught me a new word, i think it's a JACKHAMMER!
yeah so cool, in aussie they have 4 seasons and stuff.
i wanna go there!
and i went for TRAINING!
so fun. slacking is FUN.
but I SHOULDN'T SLACK.
COS SCHOOL NATIONALS ARE COMING.
i probably won't even get into finals, but i shant put myself down.
I MUST AND WILL GET INTO THE FINALS!
this is so pressurizing.
what with competitions friends homework.
argh!
don't know who i should go with.
i shall weigh the pros and cons.
o k. so if i go with sharon and the guys i'll get to meet up with exclassmates
something which i haven't actually done in a LONG time.
but i'll make dawn and the girls pissed.
if i go with dawn and the girls, i'll get to go out with them and have fun!
but at the same time, i'll have fun with the others too and i won't be able to meet them after such a long time whereas i can go out with the others another time.
but dawn can only go out this week.
and jc can't make it cos she has competition.
OH DARN. this is so complicated.
oh yeah, xiao gugu said my brownies were nice.
or not, she likes the TEXTURE.
oh man, i hope i dont get asthma.
MUST DRINK ONLY HOT WATER.
yes, hot water only.
YEECH. i need advice.
somebody, ANYBODY?

((:

2005-06-06T22:00:00.000-07:00

hahaha. went for training in the morning today!
sets were quite easy, haha but stupid honey slacked off.
left me with the younger ones at 9.30
SLACKER!
after much persuation, she treated me to a slurpee
and korean maggi mee! (:
we were actually thinking of getting a SUPER big gulp.
but ants actually flowed out of the coke, or ice lemon tea thing.
yeech. haah!
first stop - directly outside 7/11
didn't even stay there for a minute.
and there were ants swarming around us.
second stop - the bench next to first stop
we were actually able to enjoy half our meal,
haha and before the ants came.
third and final stop - at the round benches
uncle michael came.
oh man. hahahahhas.
we were able to finish the maggi mee!
after honey squirted out bits of maggi mee out of her nostrils.
wow, what an appetizer.
eeks! hahahahas.
damn funny.
then, we went to buy honey's new handphone cover.
i think she has an entire collection of 10 or smth,
honey's lame.
hahas. then, went home to do my work!
haha in air con. cutting newspaper articles for geog.
who am i supposed to interview for the history assignment?
aunty pek yee. hahahahas
met up with ant and joyce at the library.
stupid old indian security guard with a turban on his head.
he scolded us cos we ate outside food.
alng with other people/
then when ant closed the box he got pissed.
and asked her to put the granola in the locker! hahahahahas.
(: and then we went long john's! yummy.
i love their fries.
got the swimming shirt alr.
must. keep swimming.
sharleen kicked joyceleen on the mouth.
and it bled. OUCH.
never knew sharleen was the aggresive type.
nevermind.
i made BANANA SPLIT for da gugu and da guzhang.
it was YUMMY. i think
and i made BROWNIES from scratch.
they taste funny.
not like from the packet.
i think they gave ah ma indigestion or smth.
OOPS!